Saturday, November 1, 2008

See Me in Threes?

Currently playing:
"Scar Tissue" by Red Hot Chili Peppers

They say that our heart has three layers.
The pericardium,
myocardium,
and the endocardium.
That's why love is classified in three ways:
a love for the family,
a platonic (friendly) love,
and a romantic love.
That's just my opinion,
you can go ahead and disagree.
Just leave a comment.

I'm still trying to recall where I heard or read this thought that people can see your heart by layer.
The 3rd layer's the first one that other people sees in you.
These people are not really related to you.
They can be your colleagues,
new acquaintances,
fans,
detractors,
etc.

A family,
a friend,
a lover or somebody close or someone you considered as a bestfriend sees the 2nd layer of your heart.
They always think that they know you,
the basic facts about you,
mostly trivial.
That's why most of them knows how to make you happy and how to hurt you intentionally.

Then,
the first layer of your heart.
Only you yourself or a very bestfriend or someone very special to you who can only see it.
It's the strongest layer who keeps your darkest secrets,
the stealthiest part.
Too delicate because when it's hurt it can cause a big damage to your life.
And this is something that you try to keep only for yourself,
if possible.

In my case,
I let people see the inner layer first.
At least,
they'll know how to look at me in any ways.
I'm loosely transparent.
Too vulnerable.
Love me.
Hate me.
It's just how you see me.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

maka-feel pod ba og numbness kaning three layers voluntarily or involuntarily? What makes us control these layers? Ok perhaps the mind. But is there anybody out there who cares? I mean really really care...na-carried away lang...hehehe...just take good cae of your layers and make sure it's so thick. thick enough to protect the other layers...i love you dad. im trying to the avoid the knife coz surely it cuts deeply...hehehe...not literally ha?i hope you know what im trying to exaggerate here...take care! muahugz!