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"Big Mistake" by Natalie Imbruglia
I just can't say "no".
And I would say that I love being used and abused.
Well,
saying "no" is the hardest and the last thing that I would do.
I was raised to always give in.
Until somebody asked me to do something and not even bother to think of what I need to go through.
I am not complaining,
or asking for any retribution.
I just realized something.
And I would say that I love being used and abused.
Well,
saying "no" is the hardest and the last thing that I would do.
I was raised to always give in.
Until somebody asked me to do something and not even bother to think of what I need to go through.
I am not complaining,
or asking for any retribution.
I just realized something.
I obliged to his request because he's poking his gun between my cracks,
but then he declared that he just can't pull the trigger when I was about to give in.
He's such an ezzwhole,
as always.
Well,
men love me since I was a child.
They seemed to adore my vulnerability.
They don't always have to ask me to do what they want me to do.
I follow their orders.
I comply to satisfy their expectations
-down on my knees.
2 comments:
sorry dad...those staff were a bunch of idiots! Still waiting for the check to be cleared, can't go to the city this weekend my head is still punishing me now so as my heart...i'm such a brat! yeah i know...don't remind me...ill text you then as soon as it is cleared,then send it to you...i'm sorry, again...love you......!!!!! very!!!!!!
i love you!
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