What's Inside My Cerebrum Right Now

Lipstick Writings on the Wall 6
April 09, 2008

Currently playing: "Inside Out" by Eve 6

Sex.
And it consistently stays in my mind on my entire existence in this world.
Pervert?
Nah!
I'm not a sexual person,
I've been claiming this eversince.
Well,
what's really on my mind now,
aside from the blank spaces which mostly consist the major parts of my brain most of the time,
is what?


Health.
Jacky accompanied me when I took my lunch,
his a bit pissed-off with his live-in partner,
Radley.
He's complaining about Rad's being too possesive and the constant questioning has become too irritating for him to handle.
He sweared to move out and leave Rad once he's done with his loan payments.
Can't advise anything but to agree with his plans,
I would be doing the same thing if I'm in his place.
But Jack worries about Rad's emotional state.
I said,
worry about your health.
Well,
the relationship's not healthy anymore
-it's what's on my mind.

Ervin.
He's 7 meters away from where I'm seated.
He would pass behind my station from time to time,
and I can feel the heaviness of the thing between his thighs when he walks the aisle.
Ugh!
My cerebrum's dirty,
it goes back to the top thing that comes in my mind
-sex.

Resignation.
Amazingly,
the workforce system has been updated noting the correct entries of my logs with resolved case attached.
I was thinking of filing for resignation 24 hours ago but now I changed my mind.
Oh...
I'm clueless right now.

A Japanese lover.
Certainly not Ichi this time!
Gaaannn...
okay,
so he just crossed my mind.
I'm hoping to bag a rich middle-aged Japanese man with looks closer to Benicio del Toro.
How?
I have no idea.
I have been watching Japanese drama series and movies lately.
I'm refreshing my Japanese language skills.
I'm realizing my Japanese dreams again.
It seems like I'm more interested with the language,
the country and the men in Japan only right now.
It's like hating all of these being stuffed to me for four years and then...
there's the blank space.