Some Bright Minds

Currently playing: "Unwell" by Matchbox Twenty

Here are some of Lionel's piece of thoughts.
I asked him if I can post it in here.
I love the first one,
so work-related!

I'm nothing but lost inside,
Staring blankly ahead,
Outside I feel numb,
Yet inside, I feel so dead.

My shoulders ache,
From the stress that I hold,
My mind can't take in,
The things I'm being told.

And it seems so natural,
Just to sit and weep,
I'm so god damn tired,
Because I can't get to sleep.

Nothing makes sense,
None of it looks real,
I just can't hear,
Oh, I can barely feel.

My days seem dazed,
It's like I'm not there,
I'm being weighed down,
And I just don't care.

No, I really don't care,
What happens to me?
I'm waiting for the day,
I can finally set myself free.

And these words are coming out,
But I don't feel a thing,
I'm wasting my time waiting,
On what my broken fate may bring.

Just wasting the days away,
And I shouldn't be here,
Oh, I'm falling away,
I'm just drowning with my tears.

***

This one's scary...


the smile,
looks of innocence,
consolable approaches...
things are not as they appear..
time will reveal

Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask,
A thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off,
And none of them is me.

***

And devious...

all you cover is the beauty within you
and I want them to smell who you really are
wait... no ! please no! even your e far
please dont , oh no , for you already know
they cant take the smell , that garbage smell.

You can see the fury in my eyes
because of all your disgusting lies
they came to tell you, hi how are you ?is it true ?
he cheated on you?or they cheated on you?
but why? then all you do is cry.

wahahahah you cannot tell why
tell them the truth ! or you
want me to tell them inday?
scared? are you ready?you should be !
for ill make sure its going to be everybody

you know that you deserve to be cheated
you know that you deserve to be deleted
for what youre is a flirt monster
a stinking pussy monster.