How Irrelevant

Lipstick Writings on the Wall 15
April 25, 2008

Currently playing: "A New Marilyn" by Vonda Shepard

My gum's still swelling.
It no longer tickles but it's becoming a burden.
I've been taking anti-bacterial but it seems like I'm reacting to the medicine with an upset stomach.
I don't know the relevance.
Tuvmah!

I watched Takeshi Kitano's Dolls this afternoon.
The movie was quite dragging the way Matsumoto's character dragging his fiancee Sawako in the entire length of the movie.
Well,
the relevance of tying himself to her is to basically make their characters appear like dolls
-no expressions,
no emotions,
no talking,
tied up and wandering aimlessly.
As the movie progress,
you'll meet other characters and tried to relate them to each other and to the story not until you'll realize that you were only watching a full-length film of a Bunrako show.
Tuvmah!

I'm counting the days before payday and as what's expected I'm starting to starve myself since yesterday. Everytime I think of food I think of me being obnoxious,
fat-ass and bloated.
But everytime I think of me disoriented,
unable to laugh and shaking,
I'd run right away to the cafeteria and eat my heart out.
But what bothers me now is the bad news that Rommel delivered to me
-I won't be getting my pay for the unretracted leaves.
But I'm confident on disputing it,
uhm...
my handler promised to dispute it in case finance would do such thing!
Or I'll quit!
I'll quit eating.
Good thing my piggy bank's still weighting desirably which assures me that I'd still be breathing for the next four days.
And speaking of piggy bank,
Rosie gave each of the PETEBulls a black & white piggy bank which symbolizes that we don't get to save since we became teamates for more than a year now.

It's going to be my restday.
Smile icon here.
But spending restdays empty handed would only mean that I have to replace full breakfast with french breads and coffee,
eat my lunch and dinner in one sitting.