Floating

Lipstick Writings on the Wall 18
May 02, 2008

Last Song Syndrome: "Every Little Thing (He Does is Magic)" by MYMP

Only slept for four hours today.
I'm floating right now.
Disoriented.
And out of order.
I'm totally anxious.
Uncertain.
And a bit sad.
And distracted.

The KGB Directorate ordered my particapation on the ACE counter-mission.
Jacky broke the news early this morning that I will be currently working with a new team for two weeks,
and that my schedule has been changed.
The brief news had caused me anxiety,
I was not able to get back to sleep the entire afternoon.
The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz confirmed the news causing the cancellation of her birthday party on Sunday.
My handler confirmed this evening that I will be moved to a new schedule starting this Sunday.
It gives me a sad feeling.
I told him that I'm scared of change.
He assured me it's going to be fine.

I'm still floating.