Currently playing: "One Way or Another" by Mandy Moore
I checked on some boxes of old stuffs looking for something that I can add to Bingle's donation of relief goods.
I found my Filofax instead.
I just can't believe on what I have written on it.
Just imagine if it got stolen,
then the entire world will be at risk.
Just like what happened last year when my pouch (with my planner) was snatched at a party.
Good thing it was for the previous year and all codes has been deleted in the system.
Sometimes,
it feels awkward reading your own notes of schizophrenia.
So it's no longer a question if one day I'll claim that all these entries' not mine.
But,
I'm sharing what I got from my Filofax.
Keep on reading backwards.
from the writer of: the chronicles of a third sex goddess, the starlet letters, lipstick writings on the wall, the goddess scriptures, the diva notes, and the queerest travel.
Friday, June 27, 2008
The Making of a Mistress
Currently playing: "What Goes Around.../...Comes Around Interlude" by Justin Timberlake
Filofax notes.
Date: Tue Feb 26 04:27:43 2008
I was out for four hours saving the mankind.
When I got home I've got 7 missed calls and an SMS from Ichi:
"Where are you now?"
Again,
I wonder if he knows that he is texting me or is he texting me or what?
Weird.
I replied:
"Hey!
Did you call?
Sorry,
I went to the market.
Where are you?"
No immediate reply.
It took me 2 sticks of cigarettes and a mug of coffee when I decided to give him
a call.
No answer.
I went to play KrazyRoad from Kitty to Grumpy and light another cigarette.
Until I got dizzy-ed with my own smoke.
I was lying waiting to fall asleep,
the dusk is almost breaking.
SMS from Ichi:
"Good afternoon.
Our school won the contest.
Btw,
my wife thinks you are my girlfriend or so,
we had a big fight.
Women are so annoying.
Don't you think?"
"Bwahaha!",
I got the biggest laugh of the day.
Uhm...
maybe I should take note of my biggest laugh in a day from now on.
I replied.
"Wow.
Congratulations!
Our school's grandslam.
Your hardwork had always paid-off.
I'm so proud of you!"
I think of a best reply for the latter news.
But I don't think I had the best.
And I didn't bother.
"Hmmm...
Why didn't you tell her the truth?
Haha!
That's why I'd prefer men.
I knew so much about women."
No reply.
And I'm not expecting for him to reply anymore.
I fell asleep and woke up with an empty inbox.
Filofax notes.
Date: Tue Feb 26 04:27:43 2008
I was out for four hours saving the mankind.
When I got home I've got 7 missed calls and an SMS from Ichi:
"Where are you now?"
Again,
I wonder if he knows that he is texting me or is he texting me or what?
Weird.
I replied:
"Hey!
Did you call?
Sorry,
I went to the market.
Where are you?"
No immediate reply.
It took me 2 sticks of cigarettes and a mug of coffee when I decided to give him
a call.
No answer.
I went to play KrazyRoad from Kitty to Grumpy and light another cigarette.
Until I got dizzy-ed with my own smoke.
I was lying waiting to fall asleep,
the dusk is almost breaking.
SMS from Ichi:
"Good afternoon.
Our school won the contest.
Btw,
my wife thinks you are my girlfriend or so,
we had a big fight.
Women are so annoying.
Don't you think?"
"Bwahaha!",
I got the biggest laugh of the day.
Uhm...
maybe I should take note of my biggest laugh in a day from now on.
I replied.
"Wow.
Congratulations!
Our school's grandslam.
Your hardwork had always paid-off.
I'm so proud of you!"
I think of a best reply for the latter news.
But I don't think I had the best.
And I didn't bother.
"Hmmm...
Why didn't you tell her the truth?
Haha!
That's why I'd prefer men.
I knew so much about women."
No reply.
And I'm not expecting for him to reply anymore.
I fell asleep and woke up with an empty inbox.
No Strings Attached
Currently playing: "Bounce With Me" by Kreesha Turner
Filofax notes.
Date: Tue Feb 26 05:42:08 2008
Beau's complaining if I don't reply to his messages or return his calls.
And worst,
not answering his calls when I don't feel like saying hello.
I'm ogling on this neighbor.
I would see him every morning when I get home from work and see him in the evening when I'm out for a mission.
At first,
I thought he was spying on me.
He's hair's messed up.
He's got a goatie.
The body's lean with young muscles.
I think the guy's about 21.
He's undoubtably 100% straight and I'm 60% sure he wouldn't care going to bed with me.
Filofax notes.
Date: Tue Feb 26 05:42:08 2008
Beau's complaining if I don't reply to his messages or return his calls.
And worst,
not answering his calls when I don't feel like saying hello.
I'm ogling on this neighbor.
I would see him every morning when I get home from work and see him in the evening when I'm out for a mission.
At first,
I thought he was spying on me.
He's hair's messed up.
He's got a goatie.
The body's lean with young muscles.
I think the guy's about 21.
He's undoubtably 100% straight and I'm 60% sure he wouldn't care going to bed with me.
The Leak
Currently playing: "Vienna" by Billy Joel
As the season finale of the "Pugad Baboy vs Spice Girls" was airing,
I took a break.
Father Long ordered Bunch O'Lunch from Shakey's and I took it with Chuckie.
There were other people in the pantry from another show.
Cheryl,
a former co-star,
was also from that show.
Ms. L,
their line producer told me that they talked about me last night.
That,
I have an 11 year old daughter.
Everybody in the pantry was waiting for my answer.
I looked at Cheryl and gave her my Mojos.
"Yes.
I got pregnant."
No questions asked.
As the season finale of the "Pugad Baboy vs Spice Girls" was airing,
I took a break.
Father Long ordered Bunch O'Lunch from Shakey's and I took it with Chuckie.
There were other people in the pantry from another show.
Cheryl,
a former co-star,
was also from that show.
Ms. L,
their line producer told me that they talked about me last night.
That,
I have an 11 year old daughter.
Everybody in the pantry was waiting for my answer.
I looked at Cheryl and gave her my Mojos.
"Yes.
I got pregnant."
No questions asked.
Guess Who's Pregnant Too?
Currently playing: "Loose Lips" by Kimya Dawson
Oh.
My.
Gahd!
It's The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz!
So,
my "angel's tongue" worked again.
Big Brother did really hit the target.
Congratulations!
Haha!
Although,
I'm still in a state of shock.
Uhmpth...
BTW.
I was requested not to go on further details.
Ja!
Oh.
My.
Gahd!
It's The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz!
So,
my "angel's tongue" worked again.
Big Brother did really hit the target.
Congratulations!
Haha!
Although,
I'm still in a state of shock.
Uhmpth...
BTW.
I was requested not to go on further details.
Ja!
Final Episode: Pugad Baboy vs Spice Girls
Currently playing: "Who Do You Think You Are?" by Spice Girls
Tomorrow's the final episode of the "Pugad Baboy vs Spice Girls" series.
The casts (except for Chuck who's shooting for his new project) gathered for lunch over steamed rice,
homemade chinese ham,
shredded beef fry and spam (as I've requested) prepared by Tina and Mel.
After first set,
Father Long bought ice cream with sugar cones and butter scotch cookies and we were joined by KP from Command Center.
Earlier this day,
KP sent out a (heartbreaking) farewell greetings with the casts' compiled photos.
I'm saddened as the group felt like crying.
On the other hand,
PETEBelle Rosie formally announced her last stint for tomorrow.
It adds the loneliness.
And my heart grieves last night when I called Siegfred confirming that he's already decided not to go back to the network.
I need a moment.
Tomorrow's the final episode of the "Pugad Baboy vs Spice Girls" series.
The casts (except for Chuck who's shooting for his new project) gathered for lunch over steamed rice,
homemade chinese ham,
shredded beef fry and spam (as I've requested) prepared by Tina and Mel.
After first set,
Father Long bought ice cream with sugar cones and butter scotch cookies and we were joined by KP from Command Center.
Earlier this day,
KP sent out a (heartbreaking) farewell greetings with the casts' compiled photos.
I'm saddened as the group felt like crying.
On the other hand,
PETEBelle Rosie formally announced her last stint for tomorrow.
It adds the loneliness.
And my heart grieves last night when I called Siegfred confirming that he's already decided not to go back to the network.
I need a moment.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Memoirs of a Daigakista
Currently playing: "Til I Hear It From You" by Gin Blossoms
I bumped to a "kohai" on my way out from Mocha Blends.
She's from the third batch to graduate from my school and she's now working in the city.
I was running late so I promised to see her around,
hopefully on a "welcome-to-the-real-world party" with her other "senpai".
Well,
college was always "the real world".
And for four years,
the true-blooded Daigakistas struggled and survived the painful truth about life
and managed to live LIFE!
"Study hard,
party harder!",
was our motto.
Quoting from Luther's valedictory speech,
"together...
more lessons in life was learned outside the four walls of the classroom."
Unnn...
(Luth,
please correct me if I'm wrong.
Hehe!)
And there was more!
So much more to tell I need to take an off to complete this entry.
(to be continued)
Please check this link:
http://mkd-gakusei.blogspot.com
*Kudos to VJ Czar and friends!
I bumped to a "kohai" on my way out from Mocha Blends.
She's from the third batch to graduate from my school and she's now working in the city.
I was running late so I promised to see her around,
hopefully on a "welcome-to-the-real-world party" with her other "senpai".
Well,
college was always "the real world".
And for four years,
the true-blooded Daigakistas struggled and survived the painful truth about life
and managed to live LIFE!
"Study hard,
party harder!",
was our motto.
Quoting from Luther's valedictory speech,
"together...
more lessons in life was learned outside the four walls of the classroom."
Unnn...
(Luth,
please correct me if I'm wrong.
Hehe!)
And there was more!
So much more to tell I need to take an off to complete this entry.
(to be continued)
Please check this link:
http://mkd-gakusei.blogspot.com
*Kudos to VJ Czar and friends!
Friday, June 20, 2008
The Link
Currently playing: "Rape Me" by Nirvana
It's The Urbin Legend's birthday.
No.
He's not The Ervin Legend.
He's my substitute for love.
Happy birthday,
B!
A friend emailed me:
"Was that your ex?"
I replied:
"The who?"
She said:
"The link?"
And the PC shuted down.
I checked on the emails I got from yesterday.
One of the emails containing links was from Bb. Rocha.
It was a fancy survey.
You cannot exit from the page once you click on the link,
or can go back to the previous page.
I had no choice but to compromise with Bb. Rocha's boredom.
Here's the trapping questions:
♥1)Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
Well,
it's what you always wish for everytime you're in a relationship.
♥2)Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Hmmm...
I forgot who was the last guy I kissed.
But the last legal kiss was with MyBigMc.
Yes.
I would!
♥3)Are you crushing on someone?
Yeah...
Dr. Ferds Recio.
For now.
The Ervin Legend.
For ever.
♥4)Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yes.
TonFox.
♥5)Have you ever made a boyfriend cry?
Rico Mambo.
♥6)Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship.
♥7)Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Rico Mambo.
♥8)Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.
Once in every three relationships.
♥9)Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I'd always love to.
♥10)Talk to any of your exes?
Yes.
And to their wives/girlfriends.
♥11)If you could go back in time and change 1 thing, would you?
No.
There might be some consequences.
So,
I'd rather not to.
♥12)Think any of your exes, do u feel the same?
Well,
there's a feeling but I don't know what.
♥13)Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend?
No.
♥14)Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes.
♥15)Do you want to get married?
To Benicio del Toro or Jun Matsumoto.
May the best and the richest man wins.
♥16)Ever liked someone else's boyfriend?
Yes.
Men are more desirable when attached.
♥17)Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
Nah!
♥18)How many times have you really truly been in love?
All the time.
♥19)Do you think you'll wind up with the person you are dating?
I think so.
♥20)Do you believe that love hurts?
Yes.
It hurt so bad but when it's not,
it heals all the wounds.
♥ ♥ ♥
Corny as a cornfield,
but I felt some kinda relief after answering the survey.
Sometimes,
you ought to think that you've always been hurt by love when you're the main reason why you've been hurting or the cause of somebody's hurting.
Hmmm...
My apologies to Rico Mambo.
Gaaahhhnnn!
Why am I talking about love?
It's The Urbin Legend's birthday.
No.
He's not The Ervin Legend.
He's my substitute for love.
Happy birthday,
B!
A friend emailed me:
"Was that your ex?"
I replied:
"The who?"
She said:
"The link?"
And the PC shuted down.
I checked on the emails I got from yesterday.
One of the emails containing links was from Bb. Rocha.
It was a fancy survey.
You cannot exit from the page once you click on the link,
or can go back to the previous page.
I had no choice but to compromise with Bb. Rocha's boredom.
Here's the trapping questions:
♥1)Would you spend the rest of your life with your current partner?
Well,
it's what you always wish for everytime you're in a relationship.
♥2)Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Hmmm...
I forgot who was the last guy I kissed.
But the last legal kiss was with MyBigMc.
Yes.
I would!
♥3)Are you crushing on someone?
Yeah...
Dr. Ferds Recio.
For now.
The Ervin Legend.
For ever.
♥4)Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurt?
Yes.
TonFox.
♥5)Have you ever made a boyfriend cry?
Rico Mambo.
♥6)Are you happier single or in a relationship?
In a relationship.
♥7)Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
Rico Mambo.
♥8)Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes.
Once in every three relationships.
♥9)Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I'd always love to.
♥10)Talk to any of your exes?
Yes.
And to their wives/girlfriends.
♥11)If you could go back in time and change 1 thing, would you?
No.
There might be some consequences.
So,
I'd rather not to.
♥12)Think any of your exes, do u feel the same?
Well,
there's a feeling but I don't know what.
♥13)Do you believe that you are a good girlfriend?
No.
♥14)Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
Yes.
♥15)Do you want to get married?
To Benicio del Toro or Jun Matsumoto.
May the best and the richest man wins.
♥16)Ever liked someone else's boyfriend?
Yes.
Men are more desirable when attached.
♥17)Have you told anyone you'd marry them?
Nah!
♥18)How many times have you really truly been in love?
All the time.
♥19)Do you think you'll wind up with the person you are dating?
I think so.
♥20)Do you believe that love hurts?
Yes.
It hurt so bad but when it's not,
it heals all the wounds.
♥ ♥ ♥
Corny as a cornfield,
but I felt some kinda relief after answering the survey.
Sometimes,
you ought to think that you've always been hurt by love when you're the main reason why you've been hurting or the cause of somebody's hurting.
Hmmm...
My apologies to Rico Mambo.
Gaaahhhnnn!
Why am I talking about love?
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Pinoy Blabber
Currently playing: "Daughter" by Pearl Jam
Left a note on Ichi's 06JUN08 blog entry:
(http://www.liveinthephilippines.com/ichi)
He was tackling on the inflation rate of the Filipino enrollees this year.
Truth is,
it can't be helped.
The current Philippine government never prioritized the education system.
It's always painful thinking that millions of Filipino kids can no longer afford to go to school.
Education has already been a privilege and it's no longer a right.
The rich ones can monopolize education and the poor uneducated ones were all left in the dark,
starving physically and mentally.
The government doesn't really care,
or they never really paid attention to this matter.
The parents on the other hand can be blamed.
They should not blame the economy.
Price hike shouldn't be an excuse.
Price hike should be their excuse on giving birth.
Sometimes,
too much democracy is a pain in the ass.
What am I talking?
If only I have the choice on where my taxes should go then it should be for the education.
At least,
you'll feel the impact that you are paying taxes for a good cause.
Unlike paying taxes for maintaining somebody's mole.
You are paying taxes but you're security is always at risk.
You are paying taxes but you're always stucked in the trafic.
You are paying taxes but you're shoes is still soaked with mud.
You are paying taxes but you'll end up dead due to expensive public hospital bills.
Damn it!
Why I'm blabbing here?
Left a note on Ichi's 06JUN08 blog entry:
(http://www.liveinthephilippines.com/ichi)
He was tackling on the inflation rate of the Filipino enrollees this year.
Truth is,
it can't be helped.
The current Philippine government never prioritized the education system.
It's always painful thinking that millions of Filipino kids can no longer afford to go to school.
Education has already been a privilege and it's no longer a right.
The rich ones can monopolize education and the poor uneducated ones were all left in the dark,
starving physically and mentally.
The government doesn't really care,
or they never really paid attention to this matter.
The parents on the other hand can be blamed.
They should not blame the economy.
Price hike shouldn't be an excuse.
Price hike should be their excuse on giving birth.
Sometimes,
too much democracy is a pain in the ass.
What am I talking?
If only I have the choice on where my taxes should go then it should be for the education.
At least,
you'll feel the impact that you are paying taxes for a good cause.
Unlike paying taxes for maintaining somebody's mole.
You are paying taxes but you're security is always at risk.
You are paying taxes but you're always stucked in the trafic.
You are paying taxes but you're shoes is still soaked with mud.
You are paying taxes but you'll end up dead due to expensive public hospital bills.
Damn it!
Why I'm blabbing here?
Indie Gay 3
Currently playing: "Big Mistake" by Natalie Imbruglia
It's raining since last night.
I almost went NO SHOW because of the weather
-Frank's hitting the country.
Thanks,
Frank!
But no romantic pass-outs this time.
I need to get up moving.
My handler,
Father Long,
is sick.
But he showed up 3 hours later with a swollen ear and a high temperature.
How can you afford not to show-up for work when your superior's trying to set a good example.
I called it a pressure.
I was craving for Tsinoy Fusion's bacon meal for the past two days.
I hit LUNCH and ordered for it.
T'was my first official meal for the day.
Bacon is perfect when you can taste the smoke and delightfully chew it's tenderness.
Moving on.
I was under the assumption that I already lost weight for the past six weeks,
so I forced my thighs to fit into my S29" denims.
But something got squeezed down there...
my butt cheeks.
The "poor diet" works.
Eversince I was moved to the early morning show,
I started to starve myself.
I finally got my Heather Kuzmich's posture back in four weeks and can now pose with my collar bones out.
I'm trying to convince my public that I'm going to do a J drama series starting next month.
However,
it wasn't really a healthy process.
I have been working nauseated on the first few hours on a daily basis.
Sometimes,
I feel like throwing up when I get hungry.
And I have been sickly relying on ascorbic acids.
That's why I've been avoiding the paparazzis in a month.
Don't tell mom her baby's a bulimic.
It's raining since last night.
I almost went NO SHOW because of the weather
-Frank's hitting the country.
Thanks,
Frank!
But no romantic pass-outs this time.
I need to get up moving.
My handler,
Father Long,
is sick.
But he showed up 3 hours later with a swollen ear and a high temperature.
How can you afford not to show-up for work when your superior's trying to set a good example.
I called it a pressure.
I was craving for Tsinoy Fusion's bacon meal for the past two days.
I hit LUNCH and ordered for it.
T'was my first official meal for the day.
Bacon is perfect when you can taste the smoke and delightfully chew it's tenderness.
Moving on.
I was under the assumption that I already lost weight for the past six weeks,
so I forced my thighs to fit into my S29" denims.
But something got squeezed down there...
my butt cheeks.
The "poor diet" works.
Eversince I was moved to the early morning show,
I started to starve myself.
I finally got my Heather Kuzmich's posture back in four weeks and can now pose with my collar bones out.
I'm trying to convince my public that I'm going to do a J drama series starting next month.
However,
it wasn't really a healthy process.
I have been working nauseated on the first few hours on a daily basis.
Sometimes,
I feel like throwing up when I get hungry.
And I have been sickly relying on ascorbic acids.
That's why I've been avoiding the paparazzis in a month.
Don't tell mom her baby's a bulimic.
Guess Who's Pregnant?
Currently playing: "Baby Got Back" by Sir Mixalot
Mel B. of Spice Girls?
Nah!
It's Mel,
yeah!
The "oniyume".
She's conceiving immaculately.
Her husband's away but she's pregnant.
Gahd!
Of course!
It was their seal of promise before he left and Mel's bound to display it for nine months.
Hmmm...
Omedetou!
The "oniyume" had some drinks the night before she went to her OB gynecologist.
It was Lei's send-off party at Senxia's and we had the VIP room exclusive.
Senxia's serve delicious home-made deep fried chicken and perfect steamed rice.
It worths your 250 bucks,
really.
I devoured a lot that night breaking my "poor diet".
It was a fun party night out with Geneva Cruz who got drunk snatching microphones.
Mel B. of Spice Girls?
Nah!
It's Mel,
yeah!
The "oniyume".
She's conceiving immaculately.
Her husband's away but she's pregnant.
Gahd!
Of course!
It was their seal of promise before he left and Mel's bound to display it for nine months.
Hmmm...
Omedetou!
The "oniyume" had some drinks the night before she went to her OB gynecologist.
It was Lei's send-off party at Senxia's and we had the VIP room exclusive.
Senxia's serve delicious home-made deep fried chicken and perfect steamed rice.
It worths your 250 bucks,
really.
I devoured a lot that night breaking my "poor diet".
It was a fun party night out with Geneva Cruz who got drunk snatching microphones.
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Question?
Currently playing: "Casual Affair" by Tonic
What are you going to do if someone will give you $185,000.00?
Whooopppa!
The answer is:
I don't know.
It's not enough if I'll donate it to DepEd.
And it's a too noble act I might be over acting as a bitch.
On the other hand,
my family will suspect me if I'm seeing Jimmy Hoffa's son again.
And for sure,
my friends will advise me not to accept it.
Well,
It can't be helped that I'm surrounded with conscience-triggered people.
But while I'm thinking in secret on what to do with the money,
I'll go ahead and open a branch of Dimsum Diner here in Cebu.
It's to introduce my favorite humba rice toppings and the perfect steamed rice,
not "lugaw".
From a recent query,
it will only cost $56000 to $68000 to buy the franchise.
Hmmmm...
I'd still need to contemplate on what to do with the remaining $100000.
Again,
what are you going to do with $185,000.00?
What are you going to do if someone will give you $185,000.00?
Whooopppa!
The answer is:
I don't know.
It's not enough if I'll donate it to DepEd.
And it's a too noble act I might be over acting as a bitch.
On the other hand,
my family will suspect me if I'm seeing Jimmy Hoffa's son again.
And for sure,
my friends will advise me not to accept it.
Well,
It can't be helped that I'm surrounded with conscience-triggered people.
But while I'm thinking in secret on what to do with the money,
I'll go ahead and open a branch of Dimsum Diner here in Cebu.
It's to introduce my favorite humba rice toppings and the perfect steamed rice,
not "lugaw".
From a recent query,
it will only cost $56000 to $68000 to buy the franchise.
Hmmmm...
I'd still need to contemplate on what to do with the remaining $100000.
Again,
what are you going to do with $185,000.00?
Last Chance
Currently playing on my mind (last song syndrome for the past two days): "Hard Habit to Break" by Jed Madela feat. Gary Valenciano
It's official:
The Ervin Legend is going to Texas.
He's resigning and is moving to a different station and mother studio.
Aaaarrrgggghhhh!
I'm losing an inspiration.
Honestly,
The Ervin Legend has been one of the main reasons why I managed to stay in this company for two years.
It's also a fact that I have always been setting my goals to sleep with him everytime I signed up for a new contract in the network although I have been avoiding the idea of working on the same show with him.
But now...
I'm beginning to feel the loss!
Paksyet!
Hehe!
It's official:
The Ervin Legend is going to Texas.
He's resigning and is moving to a different station and mother studio.
Aaaarrrgggghhhh!
I'm losing an inspiration.
Honestly,
The Ervin Legend has been one of the main reasons why I managed to stay in this company for two years.
It's also a fact that I have always been setting my goals to sleep with him everytime I signed up for a new contract in the network although I have been avoiding the idea of working on the same show with him.
But now...
I'm beginning to feel the loss!
Paksyet!
Hehe!
Saturday, June 14, 2008
I Heart Dads!
Currently playing: "My Heart Belongs to Daddy" by Marilyn Monroe
Happy Father's Day to...
The Ervin Legend,
of course!
I'll be always thankful to you for gracing my dreams so sweetly.
Panget,
hmmm...
t's the first time,
huh?
you're really adorable everytime you'd fought for your right as a father to your kids.
B2y,
hope you'll be responsible enough now that your brother's lives are on your hands.
Ichi,
well...
I know you're very happy as a father to your kids.
Omedetou!
And to my dad,
thanks for turning down the responsibility and had my mom shouldered everything.
If not for you,
I won't be able to appreciate how mom worked hard for us.
It also gives us the opportunity to return all the love she have for us.
And to all the ever desirable father who'd shared their bed to a fatherless biatch!
Happy daddy day!
Happy Father's Day to...
The Ervin Legend,
of course!
I'll be always thankful to you for gracing my dreams so sweetly.
Panget,
hmmm...
t's the first time,
huh?
you're really adorable everytime you'd fought for your right as a father to your kids.
B2y,
hope you'll be responsible enough now that your brother's lives are on your hands.
Ichi,
well...
I know you're very happy as a father to your kids.
Omedetou!
And to my dad,
thanks for turning down the responsibility and had my mom shouldered everything.
If not for you,
I won't be able to appreciate how mom worked hard for us.
It also gives us the opportunity to return all the love she have for us.
And to all the ever desirable father who'd shared their bed to a fatherless biatch!
Happy daddy day!
Friday, June 13, 2008
Too Day
Currently palying: "This Ain't the Summer of Love" by L7
Whoooaaaa!!!
It's my 2nd year in the company.
Happy anniversary to me.
Cheers to all the hellish events that I've been through and kampai to the heavenly moments!
I dreamt of The Ervin Legend again (for the nth time) this morning which urged me to go back to sleep for the continuation.
This time,
I met his son and the rest of the scene fades in blur.
I got up and think of Prince Caspian so I snoozed the alarm for another 15 minutes.
I am ready for the day.
Here's the lesson that I got from watching the J drama series "First Kiss":
"Love is 99% painful that's why the remaining 1% is totally amazing!"
Hmmm...
Zanjoe Marudo reminds me of my first love,
Hexton Hornijas.
Errr...
name dropped.
Whoooaaaa!!!
It's my 2nd year in the company.
Happy anniversary to me.
Cheers to all the hellish events that I've been through and kampai to the heavenly moments!
I dreamt of The Ervin Legend again (for the nth time) this morning which urged me to go back to sleep for the continuation.
This time,
I met his son and the rest of the scene fades in blur.
I got up and think of Prince Caspian so I snoozed the alarm for another 15 minutes.
I am ready for the day.
Here's the lesson that I got from watching the J drama series "First Kiss":
"Love is 99% painful that's why the remaining 1% is totally amazing!"
Hmmm...
Zanjoe Marudo reminds me of my first love,
Hexton Hornijas.
Errr...
name dropped.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Lusting
Currently playing: "You're Makin' Me High" by Toni Braxton
My sex pheromones' overflowing.
I've been lusting over this RSSI guy for few months now.
Real Super Straight Introvert guy.
His presence makes me wet.
He flirts back whenever I gazed at him with sinful thoughts.
Going to the bathroom has never been this exciting.
Now,
I have decided...
(confetti pops)
He'll be on my list in between The Ervin Legend and whoever comes after Benicio del Toro.
My sex pheromones' overflowing.
I've been lusting over this RSSI guy for few months now.
Real Super Straight Introvert guy.
His presence makes me wet.
He flirts back whenever I gazed at him with sinful thoughts.
Going to the bathroom has never been this exciting.
Now,
I have decided...
(confetti pops)
He'll be on my list in between The Ervin Legend and whoever comes after Benicio del Toro.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
Indie Gay 2
Currently playing: "Goodies" by Ciara feat. Petey Pablo
It rained last night when we got out from the office.
Finally.
Rosie was craving for "siomai" so we went to Pick and Fry.
But when we got there we changed our minds so Rence brought us to Willy's for a roasted chicken.
Today's the Independence Day but PGMA moved it to June 09 (Monday) that's in order for the government employees to spend holidays for three days.
What the heck?
It's eventually losing the essence of commemorating the big events in the history.
What am I talking?
The head from the IT department did some rounds and I think I got caught.
I was scared.
I might get a warning for accessing Jessica Zafra's blogsite.
Or I might be punished for venting out in writing.
Geezus!
I'm sure the IT department head is 100% straight and he looks dirty and sexually agressive.
But he reminds me of his teeth and his 1 million "okay".
T'was during the new hire orientation when he was asked to give a speech and he used the word "okay" as a word filler,
coma,
period,
exclamation mark,
exhaler,
inhaler,
etc.
Think of doing "it" on the bed with him saying "okay" instead of moaning:
"okay!"
"okay?"
"okay."
"ohhhhhkay."
Why am I talking about him?
A battalion of skunks got out from the elevator and pressed all the buttons causing us to peek on every floors.
I just wished their holes rot with uncurable gangrenes!
Why am I affected with those unknown beings?
But I still wish their holes will rot out of necrosis.
It rained last night when we got out from the office.
Finally.
Rosie was craving for "siomai" so we went to Pick and Fry.
But when we got there we changed our minds so Rence brought us to Willy's for a roasted chicken.
Today's the Independence Day but PGMA moved it to June 09 (Monday) that's in order for the government employees to spend holidays for three days.
What the heck?
It's eventually losing the essence of commemorating the big events in the history.
What am I talking?
The head from the IT department did some rounds and I think I got caught.
I was scared.
I might get a warning for accessing Jessica Zafra's blogsite.
Or I might be punished for venting out in writing.
Geezus!
I'm sure the IT department head is 100% straight and he looks dirty and sexually agressive.
But he reminds me of his teeth and his 1 million "okay".
T'was during the new hire orientation when he was asked to give a speech and he used the word "okay" as a word filler,
coma,
period,
exclamation mark,
exhaler,
inhaler,
etc.
Think of doing "it" on the bed with him saying "okay" instead of moaning:
"okay!"
"okay?"
"okay."
"ohhhhhkay."
Why am I talking about him?
A battalion of skunks got out from the elevator and pressed all the buttons causing us to peek on every floors.
I just wished their holes rot with uncurable gangrenes!
Why am I affected with those unknown beings?
But I still wish their holes will rot out of necrosis.
Bitching
Lipstick Writngs on the Wall 21
May 11, 2008
Currently playing: "Nice to Know You" by Incubus
Greetings:
Happy Mother's Day to the best (who's also best at her worst) Mom in the world,
my Mom!
I love you,
and you know that.
And we both love our love-hate relationship.
Same to my favorite sister in the world,
and the outside world.
Outlook's back,
thanks God!
It was down for 3 days,
I was also down.
You're emotionally full but you can't just burst your inner feelings.
Your thoughts overflowing,
but it's all nonsense to share it with the sober sovereigns and completely sane mankind.
D'yo get what I'm blabbing?
Nada!
I missed my first break again.
I'm furious.
I miss the Company Summer Outing.
I'm left-out.
I miss my friends from the dark,
and they're going to the party.
I'm envious.
I'm trying to lift my spirit while working but I can't hide the fact that I'm so mad.
I'm really mad!
I'm hungry.
Maybe,
I'm just hungry.
I just hope that filling up my stomach would difuse my anger.
Ugh!
May 11, 2008
Currently playing: "Nice to Know You" by Incubus
Greetings:
Happy Mother's Day to the best (who's also best at her worst) Mom in the world,
my Mom!
I love you,
and you know that.
And we both love our love-hate relationship.
Same to my favorite sister in the world,
and the outside world.
Outlook's back,
thanks God!
It was down for 3 days,
I was also down.
You're emotionally full but you can't just burst your inner feelings.
Your thoughts overflowing,
but it's all nonsense to share it with the sober sovereigns and completely sane mankind.
D'yo get what I'm blabbing?
Nada!
I missed my first break again.
I'm furious.
I miss the Company Summer Outing.
I'm left-out.
I miss my friends from the dark,
and they're going to the party.
I'm envious.
I'm trying to lift my spirit while working but I can't hide the fact that I'm so mad.
I'm really mad!
I'm hungry.
Maybe,
I'm just hungry.
I just hope that filling up my stomach would difuse my anger.
Ugh!
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Taking Your Time
Currently playing: "Die Everyday" by Lincoln Hawk
Been dreaming of The Ervin Legend for the past two nights the reason why I've been extending my sleep for long hours missing breakfast and lunch with Luther.
If it's not my legal day then it's always a lazy day for me.
I know too much laziness is a sin,
and spending your time doing nothing is wasting your time
-well,
for the righteous ones.
But the truth is,
taking all your time is totally rewarding.
Again,
taking YOUR TIME.
It's your time so you have all the right and the luxury to spend it.
I can say that it's more luxurious to spend time than spending money.
And if you are going to spend time with money then you're rich.
And for me,
it's always glamorous.
Been dreaming of The Ervin Legend for the past two nights the reason why I've been extending my sleep for long hours missing breakfast and lunch with Luther.
If it's not my legal day then it's always a lazy day for me.
I know too much laziness is a sin,
and spending your time doing nothing is wasting your time
-well,
for the righteous ones.
But the truth is,
taking all your time is totally rewarding.
Again,
taking YOUR TIME.
It's your time so you have all the right and the luxury to spend it.
I can say that it's more luxurious to spend time than spending money.
And if you are going to spend time with money then you're rich.
And for me,
it's always glamorous.
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Taking Off
Currently playing: "New Age Girl" by Dead Eye Dick
Monday's my legal day.
It's always the best day to process your documents or to go to government offices.
But usually,
this is the busiest day.
So I'm moving my legal day to Tuesday.
It's also my best day to start a new life.
So I'll do some general cleaning tomorrow,
my messy room had upstaged my messy life and it's about to turn into an anaconda's lair.
It's one of the disadvantages when you're living on your own,
you don't have anyone who's willing to become a part of your mess.
I have to buy some groceries,
I'm running out of cotton buds.
And,
I'll be searching for Jun Matsumoto tomorrow.
A new life will begin tomorrow!
Hmmm...
I'm craving for Max's "lumpiang ubod".
Monday's my legal day.
It's always the best day to process your documents or to go to government offices.
But usually,
this is the busiest day.
So I'm moving my legal day to Tuesday.
It's also my best day to start a new life.
So I'll do some general cleaning tomorrow,
my messy room had upstaged my messy life and it's about to turn into an anaconda's lair.
It's one of the disadvantages when you're living on your own,
you don't have anyone who's willing to become a part of your mess.
I have to buy some groceries,
I'm running out of cotton buds.
And,
I'll be searching for Jun Matsumoto tomorrow.
A new life will begin tomorrow!
Hmmm...
I'm craving for Max's "lumpiang ubod".
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Before Take Off
Currently playing: "The Only Thing That Looks Good on Me is You" by Bryan Adams
OMG!
The Ervin Legend missed me...
so much!
Hehe!
Yeah,
saw him last night when I got out from the office.
I was clutching Rosie's arm and he's on his way clutching his guitar.
I think he just came from a gig.
He's wearing a purple sweater and hit me with his bad boy looks.
He stared at me like he finally found a long lost love.
Enough to put me to sleep smiling.
Dreamer!
I had a superb Saturday night without the influence of alcohol.
The Songbird performed an all Filipino originals,
my favorite was her rendition of Boy Katindig's "I'll Always Stay This Way Inlove With You",
although she cut it short.
I watched it while I'm eating Chowking's "yang zhou chao fan" with shanghai rolls,
so yummy it reminds me of my "China Box" days.
It was another long night,
I was able to watch "Sister Act 2".
I just found out that Jennifer Love Hewitt was in the movie.
Hmmm...
I was just 10 when I first watched it.
Skip.
I was almost late again.
It has been two weeks now that I'm getting used with snoozing until I only got few minutes left before work.
Damn it!
I hate it when things goes like this.
It only means one thing
-I'm getting tired of my job.
But thankfully,
I was able to endure another week working and tomorrow's a new beginning.
Aaaarrrgghhhh!
I just remember that I have to clean my dungeon.
OMG!
The Ervin Legend missed me...
so much!
Hehe!
Yeah,
saw him last night when I got out from the office.
I was clutching Rosie's arm and he's on his way clutching his guitar.
I think he just came from a gig.
He's wearing a purple sweater and hit me with his bad boy looks.
He stared at me like he finally found a long lost love.
Enough to put me to sleep smiling.
Dreamer!
I had a superb Saturday night without the influence of alcohol.
The Songbird performed an all Filipino originals,
my favorite was her rendition of Boy Katindig's "I'll Always Stay This Way Inlove With You",
although she cut it short.
I watched it while I'm eating Chowking's "yang zhou chao fan" with shanghai rolls,
so yummy it reminds me of my "China Box" days.
It was another long night,
I was able to watch "Sister Act 2".
I just found out that Jennifer Love Hewitt was in the movie.
Hmmm...
I was just 10 when I first watched it.
Skip.
I was almost late again.
It has been two weeks now that I'm getting used with snoozing until I only got few minutes left before work.
Damn it!
I hate it when things goes like this.
It only means one thing
-I'm getting tired of my job.
But thankfully,
I was able to endure another week working and tomorrow's a new beginning.
Aaaarrrgghhhh!
I just remember that I have to clean my dungeon.
The Boy is Dead
Currently playing: "Sandcastle" by Regine Velasquez
I just received an email that Rudy Fernandez is dead.
I'm sure my aunt,
who's a fan,
is crying right now.
Known as "Daboy",
he died of periampullary cancer at age 55.
Our prayers.
I just received an email that Rudy Fernandez is dead.
I'm sure my aunt,
who's a fan,
is crying right now.
Known as "Daboy",
he died of periampullary cancer at age 55.
Our prayers.
Some Bright Minds
Currently playing: "Unwell" by Matchbox Twenty
Here are some of Lionel's piece of thoughts.
I asked him if I can post it in here.
I love the first one,
so work-related!
I'm nothing but lost inside,
Staring blankly ahead,
Outside I feel numb,
Yet inside, I feel so dead.
My shoulders ache,
From the stress that I hold,
My mind can't take in,
The things I'm being told.
And it seems so natural,
Just to sit and weep,
I'm so god damn tired,
Because I can't get to sleep.
Nothing makes sense,
None of it looks real,
I just can't hear,
Oh, I can barely feel.
My days seem dazed,
It's like I'm not there,
I'm being weighed down,
And I just don't care.
No, I really don't care,
What happens to me?
I'm waiting for the day,
I can finally set myself free.
And these words are coming out,
But I don't feel a thing,
I'm wasting my time waiting,
On what my broken fate may bring.
Just wasting the days away,
And I shouldn't be here,
Oh, I'm falling away,
I'm just drowning with my tears.
***
This one's scary...
the smile,
looks of innocence,
consolable approaches...
things are not as they appear..
time will reveal
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask,
A thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off,
And none of them is me.
***
And devious...
all you cover is the beauty within you
and I want them to smell who you really are
wait... no ! please no! even your e far
please dont , oh no , for you already know
they cant take the smell , that garbage smell.
You can see the fury in my eyes
because of all your disgusting lies
they came to tell you, hi how are you ?is it true ?
he cheated on you?or they cheated on you?
but why? then all you do is cry.
wahahahah you cannot tell why
tell them the truth ! or you
want me to tell them inday?
scared? are you ready?you should be !
for ill make sure its going to be everybody
you know that you deserve to be cheated
you know that you deserve to be deleted
for what youre is a flirt monster
a stinking pussy monster.
Here are some of Lionel's piece of thoughts.
I asked him if I can post it in here.
I love the first one,
so work-related!
I'm nothing but lost inside,
Staring blankly ahead,
Outside I feel numb,
Yet inside, I feel so dead.
My shoulders ache,
From the stress that I hold,
My mind can't take in,
The things I'm being told.
And it seems so natural,
Just to sit and weep,
I'm so god damn tired,
Because I can't get to sleep.
Nothing makes sense,
None of it looks real,
I just can't hear,
Oh, I can barely feel.
My days seem dazed,
It's like I'm not there,
I'm being weighed down,
And I just don't care.
No, I really don't care,
What happens to me?
I'm waiting for the day,
I can finally set myself free.
And these words are coming out,
But I don't feel a thing,
I'm wasting my time waiting,
On what my broken fate may bring.
Just wasting the days away,
And I shouldn't be here,
Oh, I'm falling away,
I'm just drowning with my tears.
***
This one's scary...
the smile,
looks of innocence,
consolable approaches...
things are not as they appear..
time will reveal
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask,
A thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off,
And none of them is me.
***
And devious...
all you cover is the beauty within you
and I want them to smell who you really are
wait... no ! please no! even your e far
please dont , oh no , for you already know
they cant take the smell , that garbage smell.
You can see the fury in my eyes
because of all your disgusting lies
they came to tell you, hi how are you ?is it true ?
he cheated on you?or they cheated on you?
but why? then all you do is cry.
wahahahah you cannot tell why
tell them the truth ! or you
want me to tell them inday?
scared? are you ready?you should be !
for ill make sure its going to be everybody
you know that you deserve to be cheated
you know that you deserve to be deleted
for what youre is a flirt monster
a stinking pussy monster.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Raining More
Currently playing: "Laughter in the Rain" by Neil Sedaka
Heat's scorching outside.
I woke up with the sun's ray on my skin.
I wish it'll rain today.
I'm still feeling sick.
I'm still sleepy.
It's been two days waking up late.
I was late at work yesterday.
30 minutes late.
It's not good.
The past few days is not good.
I haven't been good,
I know.
I wish it'll rain so it'll wash away my weariness.
I already finished watching "Gokusen" the other night.
I almost cried on the last episode when I saw Jun Matsumoto cried.
I watched Pablo Biglang-awa and Veronica Velasco's "Inang Yaya" last night.
I was deeply touched,
and I really cried.
I wish it'll rain so I can go out crying and then it'll wash away my tears.
Ooops!
I'm just missing someone but I don't know who.
MyBigMac and I kissed last December on a morning rain.
It was actually 3 in the morning when he sent me home after a few drinks in a bar.
T'was just a peck on the lips but it was a magical moment.
Hmmm...
It's the 5th sign?
Whew!
I just realized.
Oh gahd...
I wish it'll rain when I get out from this office tonight.
Heat's scorching outside.
I woke up with the sun's ray on my skin.
I wish it'll rain today.
I'm still feeling sick.
I'm still sleepy.
It's been two days waking up late.
I was late at work yesterday.
30 minutes late.
It's not good.
The past few days is not good.
I haven't been good,
I know.
I wish it'll rain so it'll wash away my weariness.
I already finished watching "Gokusen" the other night.
I almost cried on the last episode when I saw Jun Matsumoto cried.
I watched Pablo Biglang-awa and Veronica Velasco's "Inang Yaya" last night.
I was deeply touched,
and I really cried.
I wish it'll rain so I can go out crying and then it'll wash away my tears.
Ooops!
I'm just missing someone but I don't know who.
MyBigMac and I kissed last December on a morning rain.
It was actually 3 in the morning when he sent me home after a few drinks in a bar.
T'was just a peck on the lips but it was a magical moment.
Hmmm...
It's the 5th sign?
Whew!
I just realized.
Oh gahd...
I wish it'll rain when I get out from this office tonight.
Indie Gay
Currently playing: "Independent Women" by Destiny's Child
I'm feeling sick for the past few days.
I'm taking medicines and tried to overdose for an instant relief.
My body's aching for a good massage,
I have no appetite but I'm craving for a big basket of fresh fruits,
and Mom's "arroz caldo".
Then I'll require myself on bedrest for days doing nothing but a Jun Matsumoto DVD marathon.
You'd always wish you're home when you're sick.
But I live on my own now,
far away from home for two years.
Although it's not my first time to live alone.
Well,
I have been independent most of my life.
Since I was four Mom taught me on how to live her corny as a cornfield adage in lfe:
"RISE UP!"
RESPONSIBILITY.
INDEPENDENCE.
SURVIVE.
ENDURE.
And the corniest as sweetest corn of all...
Be always UNIQUE,
and always be PRETTY.
But it really works!
I'm feeling sick for the past few days.
I'm taking medicines and tried to overdose for an instant relief.
My body's aching for a good massage,
I have no appetite but I'm craving for a big basket of fresh fruits,
and Mom's "arroz caldo".
Then I'll require myself on bedrest for days doing nothing but a Jun Matsumoto DVD marathon.
You'd always wish you're home when you're sick.
But I live on my own now,
far away from home for two years.
Although it's not my first time to live alone.
Well,
I have been independent most of my life.
Since I was four Mom taught me on how to live her corny as a cornfield adage in lfe:
"RISE UP!"
RESPONSIBILITY.
INDEPENDENCE.
SURVIVE.
ENDURE.
And the corniest as sweetest corn of all...
Be always UNIQUE,
and always be PRETTY.
But it really works!
Thursday, June 5, 2008
Raining
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 19
May 02, 2008
Currently playing: "Only Happy When It Rains" by Garbage
It's 6:11 in the morning and it's raining outside.
I'm happy when the weather's like this.
It's a promise for a good knock-out sleep the entire day.
I so so love the rainy days.
Morning bliss.
Morning kisses.
Morning rain.
Perfect!
Ooops!
The Ervin Legend
just passed by!
Isn't he supposed to be on restday?
Hmmm....
My whole life,
I've been dreaming of someone who would kiss me in the rain.
Would it be The Ervin Legend?
Ohhhh....
how I wish!
May 02, 2008
Currently playing: "Only Happy When It Rains" by Garbage
It's 6:11 in the morning and it's raining outside.
I'm happy when the weather's like this.
It's a promise for a good knock-out sleep the entire day.
I so so love the rainy days.
Morning bliss.
Morning kisses.
Morning rain.
Perfect!
Ooops!
The Ervin Legend
just passed by!
Isn't he supposed to be on restday?
Hmmm....
My whole life,
I've been dreaming of someone who would kiss me in the rain.
Would it be The Ervin Legend?
Ohhhh....
how I wish!
Floating
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 18
May 02, 2008
Last Song Syndrome: "Every Little Thing (He Does is Magic)" by MYMP
Only slept for four hours today.
I'm floating right now.
Disoriented.
And out of order.
I'm totally anxious.
Uncertain.
And a bit sad.
And distracted.
The KGB Directorate ordered my particapation on the ACE counter-mission.
Jacky broke the news early this morning that I will be currently working with a new team for two weeks,
and that my schedule has been changed.
The brief news had caused me anxiety,
I was not able to get back to sleep the entire afternoon.
The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz confirmed the news causing the cancellation of her birthday party on Sunday.
My handler confirmed this evening that I will be moved to a new schedule starting this Sunday.
It gives me a sad feeling.
I told him that I'm scared of change.
He assured me it's going to be fine.
I'm still floating.
May 02, 2008
Last Song Syndrome: "Every Little Thing (He Does is Magic)" by MYMP
Only slept for four hours today.
I'm floating right now.
Disoriented.
And out of order.
I'm totally anxious.
Uncertain.
And a bit sad.
And distracted.
The KGB Directorate ordered my particapation on the ACE counter-mission.
Jacky broke the news early this morning that I will be currently working with a new team for two weeks,
and that my schedule has been changed.
The brief news had caused me anxiety,
I was not able to get back to sleep the entire afternoon.
The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz confirmed the news causing the cancellation of her birthday party on Sunday.
My handler confirmed this evening that I will be moved to a new schedule starting this Sunday.
It gives me a sad feeling.
I told him that I'm scared of change.
He assured me it's going to be fine.
I'm still floating.
Happy Labor Day
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 17
May 01, 2008
Currently replaying over and over again: "Mother Mother" by Tracy Bonham
Happy Labor Day,
Mom!
Here's some of the reasons why I need to be happy today.
It's the Philippines' Labor Day but everybody is still working,
of course!
But I'm happy because we'll get paid 100% on top of our salary.
Fair enough to compensate my unpaid time off.
I'm happy because I've had enough sleep,
I slept the entire day.
My hair's in good shape.
I was not late.
I was seated between happy people (and friends),
"K" and The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz.
I've had coffee.
I saw The Ervin Legend.
I had my CSE 3 Training.
I like the CSE Trainer.
The other trainees we're hilarious it caused a happy mood.
I had a late lunch.
The deep-fried adobo made me happy.
I'm happy.
It's overrated,
but I feel happy...
laboring.
May 01, 2008
Currently replaying over and over again: "Mother Mother" by Tracy Bonham
Happy Labor Day,
Mom!
Here's some of the reasons why I need to be happy today.
It's the Philippines' Labor Day but everybody is still working,
of course!
But I'm happy because we'll get paid 100% on top of our salary.
Fair enough to compensate my unpaid time off.
I'm happy because I've had enough sleep,
I slept the entire day.
My hair's in good shape.
I was not late.
I was seated between happy people (and friends),
"K" and The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz.
I've had coffee.
I saw The Ervin Legend.
I had my CSE 3 Training.
I like the CSE Trainer.
The other trainees we're hilarious it caused a happy mood.
I had a late lunch.
The deep-fried adobo made me happy.
I'm happy.
It's overrated,
but I feel happy...
laboring.
Thanking
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 16
April 30, 2008
Currently playing: "Brain Crack" by Tracy Bonham
Only slept for 5 hours today.
I'm not getting enough sleep lately.
Is it me or is it Ally?
I'm furious.
I'm having an argument with a bitchy client.
But it's totally unargueable when you're not allowed to argue.
Grrrrrrr!!!
Calm down.
Calming down.
Hooooosssshhhh.....
Found a way to manage my anger.
I got this nice email from my mentor Caroline.
This became my daily prayer.
I'm not the religious type of person.
In fact,
I'm a quarter-catholic.
But I truly believe in God,
and the power of prayers.
T's one of the top secrets that really works.
When some things would turn out good or terribly bad,
I have this spammed prayer that I'd always say.
I wanna share this to you.
Dear GOD:
I want to thank You for what you have already done.
I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until my financial situation improves;
I am going to thank you right now.
I am not going to wait until the children are asleep and the house is quiet;
I am going to thank you right now.
I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job;
I am going to thank you right now.
I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed;
I am thanking you right now.
I am thanking you because I am alive.
I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties.
I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles.
I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better.
I'm thanking you because FATHER,
YOU haven't given up on me.
April 30, 2008
Currently playing: "Brain Crack" by Tracy Bonham
Only slept for 5 hours today.
I'm not getting enough sleep lately.
Is it me or is it Ally?
I'm furious.
I'm having an argument with a bitchy client.
But it's totally unargueable when you're not allowed to argue.
Grrrrrrr!!!
Calm down.
Calming down.
Hooooosssshhhh.....
Found a way to manage my anger.
I got this nice email from my mentor Caroline.
This became my daily prayer.
I'm not the religious type of person.
In fact,
I'm a quarter-catholic.
But I truly believe in God,
and the power of prayers.
T's one of the top secrets that really works.
When some things would turn out good or terribly bad,
I have this spammed prayer that I'd always say.
I wanna share this to you.
Dear GOD:
I want to thank You for what you have already done.
I am not going to wait until I see results or receive rewards;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until I feel better or things look better;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until people say they are sorry or until they stop talking about me;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until the pain in my body disappears;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until my financial situation improves;
I am going to thank you right now.
I am not going to wait until the children are asleep and the house is quiet;
I am going to thank you right now.
I am not going to wait until I get promoted at work or until I get the job;
I am going to thank you right now.
I am not going to wait until I understand every experience in my life that has caused me pain or grief;
I am thanking you right now.
I am not going to wait until the journey gets easier or the challenges are removed;
I am thanking you right now.
I am thanking you because I am alive.
I am thanking you because I made it through the day's difficulties.
I am thanking you because I have walked around the obstacles.
I am thanking you because I have the ability and the opportunity to do more and do better.
I'm thanking you because FATHER,
YOU haven't given up on me.
Mortifying Moments 2
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 16
April 29, 2008
Currently playing: "Shark's Can't Sleep" by Tracy Bonham
My leaves has been approved but I'm working.
Received an email from the WorkForceTeam asking me to retract all the filed leaves or I won't get paid even if I show up to work.
It's like commiting a big sin if you appear on work while your leave has been approved.
And you'd feel guilty if you won't retract the approved leaves aside from the guilt that the WFT agent would instill on you reminding you that it should have been allocated to the agents who deserve it.
So I don't deserve it if I'll just show up because I feel like I just want to.
And even if I'll show up and I won't get paid then I have to blame myself.
Crap!
I promised not to go on details here about how my work sucks.
My handler endorsed me to the directorate to apply as a double-agent.
I told my handler that I can't stand in front of the panel for the interview.
I'm not good in interviews,
I'd always screw up in interviews.
I have the tendency to eat up my words.
I tend not to say what's really on my mind.
I have the hard time collecting my thoughts on the hotseat.
I lost words.
I get really really lost.
My handler insisted to give it a try since I have good statistical records and he knows that it's always been my dream becoming a double-agent.
He advised me to run some "interview scenes" so I can at least rehearse my lines.
So I was thinking:
Panel 1: How are you feeling today?
Me: Nervous.
Panel 2: Why?
Me: I'm not good in interviews.
Panel 3: Why?
Me: I hate interviews.
Panel 4: Why?
Me: (Because I'm always asked to answer questions such as "Why?") I'm not really good on this specially when I'm sober.
Panel 5: Why?
Me: I'm disturbed.
May I go out?
April 29, 2008
Currently playing: "Shark's Can't Sleep" by Tracy Bonham
My leaves has been approved but I'm working.
Received an email from the WorkForceTeam asking me to retract all the filed leaves or I won't get paid even if I show up to work.
It's like commiting a big sin if you appear on work while your leave has been approved.
And you'd feel guilty if you won't retract the approved leaves aside from the guilt that the WFT agent would instill on you reminding you that it should have been allocated to the agents who deserve it.
So I don't deserve it if I'll just show up because I feel like I just want to.
And even if I'll show up and I won't get paid then I have to blame myself.
Crap!
I promised not to go on details here about how my work sucks.
My handler endorsed me to the directorate to apply as a double-agent.
I told my handler that I can't stand in front of the panel for the interview.
I'm not good in interviews,
I'd always screw up in interviews.
I have the tendency to eat up my words.
I tend not to say what's really on my mind.
I have the hard time collecting my thoughts on the hotseat.
I lost words.
I get really really lost.
My handler insisted to give it a try since I have good statistical records and he knows that it's always been my dream becoming a double-agent.
He advised me to run some "interview scenes" so I can at least rehearse my lines.
So I was thinking:
Panel 1: How are you feeling today?
Me: Nervous.
Panel 2: Why?
Me: I'm not good in interviews.
Panel 3: Why?
Me: I hate interviews.
Panel 4: Why?
Me: (Because I'm always asked to answer questions such as "Why?") I'm not really good on this specially when I'm sober.
Panel 5: Why?
Me: I'm disturbed.
May I go out?
Mortifying Moments
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 15
April 28, 2008
Currently playing: "Neighborhood" by Vonda Shepard
I spent my restdays in a solitary confinement.
No SEBs.
I told you,
I can control the urges.
No outings.
Summer's over for me and rainy days' starting.
No night-outs.
What is it?
It was my choice and the main reason behind's that it's the days of the "hanging moments"
-again.
But it was a blissful weekend.
I got a lot of sleep until my head hurts.
I was like bed-ridden.
Lazied up.
So damned lazy I was sprawling half-naked on the floor,
the matress with its bedcover all over the floor,
pillows on every corner of my little room.
Lying,
watching the sky turns into gray,
blue and black,
or say,
staring through my window at the clouds turning into nimbus,
cirrus,
stratus and cumulus.
Door and windows open,
I slept the entire day soaked in my own sweat.
Lying naked,
I slept the entire night exposed to the fog.
I woke up with my gums still swelling and an aching body.
Exchanged SMS with MyBigMac on Saturday night.
Finally,
he greeted me a "Belated Happy Birthday",
so very late it no longer make sense.
The reason that he forgot about it:
he's in the middle of a training of becoming a Red Cross Lifeguard,
I said "it's okay" and ended the sentence on my end with "asshole!"
I consoled myself fantasizing making love with the rest of his team in the near future.
I reminded him that it's his birthday next next week incase I'll be able to pretend that I'll forget it as a form of revenge,
but,
it will make no sense to him either.
He asked how's the goddess.
I said the goddess missed him so much.
I asked how's the BigMac.
The BigMac's losing weight with toned biceps and triceps while I'm bloating out here with my self-esteem gone into the trash.
Finally,
we ended up the sweet-nothings it's not really even sweet,
him saying his usual closing spiel GTCGB
(goodnight,
take care,
God bless)
and I said "go to...
(hell!
No.
I can't say that.)
sleep.
April 28, 2008
Currently playing: "Neighborhood" by Vonda Shepard
I spent my restdays in a solitary confinement.
No SEBs.
I told you,
I can control the urges.
No outings.
Summer's over for me and rainy days' starting.
No night-outs.
What is it?
It was my choice and the main reason behind's that it's the days of the "hanging moments"
-again.
But it was a blissful weekend.
I got a lot of sleep until my head hurts.
I was like bed-ridden.
Lazied up.
So damned lazy I was sprawling half-naked on the floor,
the matress with its bedcover all over the floor,
pillows on every corner of my little room.
Lying,
watching the sky turns into gray,
blue and black,
or say,
staring through my window at the clouds turning into nimbus,
cirrus,
stratus and cumulus.
Door and windows open,
I slept the entire day soaked in my own sweat.
Lying naked,
I slept the entire night exposed to the fog.
I woke up with my gums still swelling and an aching body.
Exchanged SMS with MyBigMac on Saturday night.
Finally,
he greeted me a "Belated Happy Birthday",
so very late it no longer make sense.
The reason that he forgot about it:
he's in the middle of a training of becoming a Red Cross Lifeguard,
I said "it's okay" and ended the sentence on my end with "asshole!"
I consoled myself fantasizing making love with the rest of his team in the near future.
I reminded him that it's his birthday next next week incase I'll be able to pretend that I'll forget it as a form of revenge,
but,
it will make no sense to him either.
He asked how's the goddess.
I said the goddess missed him so much.
I asked how's the BigMac.
The BigMac's losing weight with toned biceps and triceps while I'm bloating out here with my self-esteem gone into the trash.
Finally,
we ended up the sweet-nothings it's not really even sweet,
him saying his usual closing spiel GTCGB
(goodnight,
take care,
God bless)
and I said "go to...
(hell!
No.
I can't say that.)
sleep.
How Irrelevant
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 15
April 25, 2008
Currently playing: "A New Marilyn" by Vonda Shepard
My gum's still swelling.
It no longer tickles but it's becoming a burden.
I've been taking anti-bacterial but it seems like I'm reacting to the medicine with an upset stomach.
I don't know the relevance.
Tuvmah!
I watched Takeshi Kitano's Dolls this afternoon.
The movie was quite dragging the way Matsumoto's character dragging his fiancee Sawako in the entire length of the movie.
Well,
the relevance of tying himself to her is to basically make their characters appear like dolls
-no expressions,
no emotions,
no talking,
tied up and wandering aimlessly.
As the movie progress,
you'll meet other characters and tried to relate them to each other and to the story not until you'll realize that you were only watching a full-length film of a Bunrako show.
Tuvmah!
I'm counting the days before payday and as what's expected I'm starting to starve myself since yesterday. Everytime I think of food I think of me being obnoxious,
fat-ass and bloated.
But everytime I think of me disoriented,
unable to laugh and shaking,
I'd run right away to the cafeteria and eat my heart out.
But what bothers me now is the bad news that Rommel delivered to me
-I won't be getting my pay for the unretracted leaves.
But I'm confident on disputing it,
uhm...
my handler promised to dispute it in case finance would do such thing!
Or I'll quit!
I'll quit eating.
Good thing my piggy bank's still weighting desirably which assures me that I'd still be breathing for the next four days.
And speaking of piggy bank,
Rosie gave each of the PETEBulls a black & white piggy bank which symbolizes that we don't get to save since we became teamates for more than a year now.
It's going to be my restday.
Smile icon here.
But spending restdays empty handed would only mean that I have to replace full breakfast with french breads and coffee,
eat my lunch and dinner in one sitting.
April 25, 2008
Currently playing: "A New Marilyn" by Vonda Shepard
My gum's still swelling.
It no longer tickles but it's becoming a burden.
I've been taking anti-bacterial but it seems like I'm reacting to the medicine with an upset stomach.
I don't know the relevance.
Tuvmah!
I watched Takeshi Kitano's Dolls this afternoon.
The movie was quite dragging the way Matsumoto's character dragging his fiancee Sawako in the entire length of the movie.
Well,
the relevance of tying himself to her is to basically make their characters appear like dolls
-no expressions,
no emotions,
no talking,
tied up and wandering aimlessly.
As the movie progress,
you'll meet other characters and tried to relate them to each other and to the story not until you'll realize that you were only watching a full-length film of a Bunrako show.
Tuvmah!
I'm counting the days before payday and as what's expected I'm starting to starve myself since yesterday. Everytime I think of food I think of me being obnoxious,
fat-ass and bloated.
But everytime I think of me disoriented,
unable to laugh and shaking,
I'd run right away to the cafeteria and eat my heart out.
But what bothers me now is the bad news that Rommel delivered to me
-I won't be getting my pay for the unretracted leaves.
But I'm confident on disputing it,
uhm...
my handler promised to dispute it in case finance would do such thing!
Or I'll quit!
I'll quit eating.
Good thing my piggy bank's still weighting desirably which assures me that I'd still be breathing for the next four days.
And speaking of piggy bank,
Rosie gave each of the PETEBulls a black & white piggy bank which symbolizes that we don't get to save since we became teamates for more than a year now.
It's going to be my restday.
Smile icon here.
But spending restdays empty handed would only mean that I have to replace full breakfast with french breads and coffee,
eat my lunch and dinner in one sitting.
Daze of Our Lives
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 14
April 24, 2008
Currently playing: "Sleep to Dream" by Fiona Apple
I feel gloomy.
It seems that I am not at my best today.
Damn!
I should feel good.
Patience-o-meter:
17% out of 100%.
The rest is paranoia.
It's the last day for the Company's Annual Physical Examination and I haven't reviewed what's with my body yet. Somebody give me the cheatsheets,
please?
April 24, 2008
Currently playing: "Sleep to Dream" by Fiona Apple
I feel gloomy.
It seems that I am not at my best today.
Damn!
I should feel good.
Patience-o-meter:
17% out of 100%.
The rest is paranoia.
It's the last day for the Company's Annual Physical Examination and I haven't reviewed what's with my body yet. Somebody give me the cheatsheets,
please?
04/24/08
Currently playing: "Heaven" by Moonpools and Caterpillars"
Happy Birthday,
Sis!
To the most beautiful sister in the world.
Thank you for all the hardships and struggles you've been through for me.
You have spoiled me and disciplined me accordingly.
I hated you at times but I loved you all the time.
I'm always thankful for your being you!
Happy Birthday,
Sis!
To the most beautiful sister in the world.
Thank you for all the hardships and struggles you've been through for me.
You have spoiled me and disciplined me accordingly.
I hated you at times but I loved you all the time.
I'm always thankful for your being you!
Tooday
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 13
April 23, 2008
Currently playing: "Desperado" by Eagles (last song syndrome)
I did not took my brunch,
I bought french bread instead and fell asleep watching The Pillowbook.
With the scorching heat I got up around 2:30 in the afternoon,
I think I slept past nine so I only slept for around 5 hours.
I ate my french bread and I got out and gulped down a bottle of soda.
I am now affected with the issue of global warming.
I watched The Grand Tribe (Episode 6-10) until it's final episode and I never had the chance of going back to sleep.
I had the remaining french bread and a yakisoba for dinner.
I'm half-American and half-Japanese.
I am what I eat.
I was almost late for work.
As usual.
The Ervin Legend logs in at 1:00 am.
I'm stalking?
The Ervin Legend smoked with me downstairs.
We're actually one pathway apart.
Stucked inside the elevator with The Ervin Legend.
Good thing I was with Rommel or I'm dead.
Got an upset stomach.
Maybe it's the result of skipping meal to save.
Or am I just nervous with the entire Ervin brouhaha?
I really have an upset stomach.
April 23, 2008
Currently playing: "Desperado" by Eagles (last song syndrome)
I did not took my brunch,
I bought french bread instead and fell asleep watching The Pillowbook.
With the scorching heat I got up around 2:30 in the afternoon,
I think I slept past nine so I only slept for around 5 hours.
I ate my french bread and I got out and gulped down a bottle of soda.
I am now affected with the issue of global warming.
I watched The Grand Tribe (Episode 6-10) until it's final episode and I never had the chance of going back to sleep.
I had the remaining french bread and a yakisoba for dinner.
I'm half-American and half-Japanese.
I am what I eat.
I was almost late for work.
As usual.
The Ervin Legend logs in at 1:00 am.
I'm stalking?
The Ervin Legend smoked with me downstairs.
We're actually one pathway apart.
Stucked inside the elevator with The Ervin Legend.
Good thing I was with Rommel or I'm dead.
Got an upset stomach.
Maybe it's the result of skipping meal to save.
Or am I just nervous with the entire Ervin brouhaha?
I really have an upset stomach.
Swollen
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 12
April 22, 2008
Currently playing: "Two Princes" by Spin Doctors
I got a toothache,
a swollen gum,
it doesn't hurt but it painfully tickles my right cheek and I feel like I was beaten up by 11 frat boys.
I bought a medicine and the amount I paid ripped my pocket which means that I can only eat a complete meal until Thursday.
I'm a bit ill but I can still tolerate the pain so I decided to go to work.
Woke up at 2 pm sweating real sweats after 14 hours of sleep.
My brunch
-two cups of coffee and grubbed the mooncakes which Rosie brought me from Davao.
Watched Episode 2 of The Grand Tribe.
I'm falling inlove with Takuya Kimura
everyday.
Took a shower and went out to buy some grocery and medicine.
I was out of my mind when I bought alcohol and toothpaste.
The hell with being OC!
Can't resist the chicken curry displayed at the nearby cafe.
I took an early dinner.
Watched The Grand Tribe Episodes 3,
4 and decided to stop after episode 5.
I almost failed to sleep before 9pm.
The Japanese are keeping me sleepless nowadays.
April 22, 2008
Currently playing: "Two Princes" by Spin Doctors
I got a toothache,
a swollen gum,
it doesn't hurt but it painfully tickles my right cheek and I feel like I was beaten up by 11 frat boys.
I bought a medicine and the amount I paid ripped my pocket which means that I can only eat a complete meal until Thursday.
I'm a bit ill but I can still tolerate the pain so I decided to go to work.
Woke up at 2 pm sweating real sweats after 14 hours of sleep.
My brunch
-two cups of coffee and grubbed the mooncakes which Rosie brought me from Davao.
Watched Episode 2 of The Grand Tribe.
I'm falling inlove with Takuya Kimura
everyday.
Took a shower and went out to buy some grocery and medicine.
I was out of my mind when I bought alcohol and toothpaste.
The hell with being OC!
Can't resist the chicken curry displayed at the nearby cafe.
I took an early dinner.
Watched The Grand Tribe Episodes 3,
4 and decided to stop after episode 5.
I almost failed to sleep before 9pm.
The Japanese are keeping me sleepless nowadays.
Something's Got to Give
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 11
April 19, 2008
Currently playing: "Big Yellow Taxi" by Counting Crows
I'm so so uber happy!
It's gonna be my restday and we're going to the beach on Sunday!
Yipey!
My handler Janry just got his promotion and his treating 50% of the expenses for the entire team.
We're heading to the Southbeach.
I also finished watching the second and final season of Hana Yori Dango.
What an achievement for the week.
April 19, 2008
Currently playing: "Big Yellow Taxi" by Counting Crows
I'm so so uber happy!
It's gonna be my restday and we're going to the beach on Sunday!
Yipey!
My handler Janry just got his promotion and his treating 50% of the expenses for the entire team.
We're heading to the Southbeach.
I also finished watching the second and final season of Hana Yori Dango.
What an achievement for the week.
Who's Viewed Me?
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 10
April 17, 2008
Currently playing: "Get Busy" by Sean Paul
Who's viewed me.
I clicked on the link and the latest person who've just viewed my profile was Ichi.
Tadah!
I'm not gonna talk about him right now.
I don't want to.
I just have nothing to write about him as of the moment.
April 17, 2008
Currently playing: "Get Busy" by Sean Paul
Who's viewed me.
I clicked on the link and the latest person who've just viewed my profile was Ichi.
Tadah!
I'm not gonna talk about him right now.
I don't want to.
I just have nothing to write about him as of the moment.
Out of Order
Lipstick Writings on the Wall
April 17, 2008
Currently playing: "Searchin' My Soul" by Vonda Shepard
I'm trying to rearrange my life for some reasons I don't know where the urge came from.
I really don't feel lost but it seems that my life's in a mess.
Nothing serious but I just want to see things in order.
Ahmmm....
I said,
nothing really serious about it.
I just want to sleep at least 8 hours a day.
I'm working graveyard and hitting the bed on time is quite hard nowadays.
I go out from the office at around 8 am.
Eat brunch.
Shower.
Watch Japanese drama series for an hour or until I fall asleep by 11 am.
Wake up starving or thirsty by 4 or 5 pm.
Eat.
Sleep for 2 hours.
Watch Ally McBeal.
Take a shower.
Go to the office by 10:15 pm.
This should be on a daily basis,
and I'll try this for 3-4 weeks.
I think I'm going blind.
Knock on the wood.
Tok!
Tok!
Tok!
No!
I have been wearing multi-colored lense (a Burberry B8390 Christmas present from my sis) for 2 weeks now.
The vision becomes blurry if I'm sataring on objects within 11 meter distance.
This might be the result watching television while lying on my bed or keeping 100% brightness on my PC,
or maybe the result of going to the Blue Room for the past few months.
Ewww!
We'll have our annual medical check-up next week so I have to relax my eyes in order for me to pass the eye exams.
I haven't been online for the past 3 weeks and there's a lot of thing s that I need to do.
Check emails.
Update my blogs.
Arrange my photos.
Edit my stuffs.
Create my CV.
And some others.
And the final "I",
I need to plan my life.
Geuuzzzz....
I'm running out of alcohol.
April 17, 2008
Currently playing: "Searchin' My Soul" by Vonda Shepard
I'm trying to rearrange my life for some reasons I don't know where the urge came from.
I really don't feel lost but it seems that my life's in a mess.
Nothing serious but I just want to see things in order.
Ahmmm....
I said,
nothing really serious about it.
I just want to sleep at least 8 hours a day.
I'm working graveyard and hitting the bed on time is quite hard nowadays.
I go out from the office at around 8 am.
Eat brunch.
Shower.
Watch Japanese drama series for an hour or until I fall asleep by 11 am.
Wake up starving or thirsty by 4 or 5 pm.
Eat.
Sleep for 2 hours.
Watch Ally McBeal.
Take a shower.
Go to the office by 10:15 pm.
This should be on a daily basis,
and I'll try this for 3-4 weeks.
I think I'm going blind.
Knock on the wood.
Tok!
Tok!
Tok!
No!
I have been wearing multi-colored lense (a Burberry B8390 Christmas present from my sis) for 2 weeks now.
The vision becomes blurry if I'm sataring on objects within 11 meter distance.
This might be the result watching television while lying on my bed or keeping 100% brightness on my PC,
or maybe the result of going to the Blue Room for the past few months.
Ewww!
We'll have our annual medical check-up next week so I have to relax my eyes in order for me to pass the eye exams.
I haven't been online for the past 3 weeks and there's a lot of thing s that I need to do.
Check emails.
Update my blogs.
Arrange my photos.
Edit my stuffs.
Create my CV.
And some others.
And the final "I",
I need to plan my life.
Geuuzzzz....
I'm running out of alcohol.
Banked
Currently playing: "Spiderweb" by No Doubt
You are counting the days before payday.
You are calculating your bills.
And you realize you're paying more dues than what you are getting.
Aaaarrggghhh!
You are counting the days before payday.
You are calculating your bills.
And you realize you're paying more dues than what you are getting.
Aaaarrggghhh!
Jeep Creeps
Currently playing: "Beep! Beep!" by Nyoy Volante
One of the daily hassles that truly pisses me off is riding a jeepney.
Driving is still scary for me,
and I can't afford to get a driver for now unless he is my boyfriend.
Since I am now working and living on my own,
I would need to cut-down my transportation expenses and sacrifice the leisure of taking a cab everynight.
Fifty bucks is one thrifty meal.
You try to be polite as possible when riding a jeepney.
You should take the farthest seat since you can't ask the other passengers to move farther.
Once seated last,
you'll be assigned as the fare collector obliged to get the fare from strangers and required to give it to the driver.
Some are courteous enough to say "please" but most wouldn't.
It's a fifteen minute ride and your mood can eventually change and sometimes you can't resist being affected.
What I'd do is step on the people's shoe who wouldn't mind to move their asses when you're obviously having a hard time passing those knees in the middle.
I would sometimes sitdown on their laps if they won't move at all,
and most of the time I wouldn't take their fares.
It's survival of the featest!
Well,
if you can't afford a cab then there's no reason to complain.
Gaaaahhhnnnn!
One of the daily hassles that truly pisses me off is riding a jeepney.
Driving is still scary for me,
and I can't afford to get a driver for now unless he is my boyfriend.
Since I am now working and living on my own,
I would need to cut-down my transportation expenses and sacrifice the leisure of taking a cab everynight.
Fifty bucks is one thrifty meal.
You try to be polite as possible when riding a jeepney.
You should take the farthest seat since you can't ask the other passengers to move farther.
Once seated last,
you'll be assigned as the fare collector obliged to get the fare from strangers and required to give it to the driver.
Some are courteous enough to say "please" but most wouldn't.
It's a fifteen minute ride and your mood can eventually change and sometimes you can't resist being affected.
What I'd do is step on the people's shoe who wouldn't mind to move their asses when you're obviously having a hard time passing those knees in the middle.
I would sometimes sitdown on their laps if they won't move at all,
and most of the time I wouldn't take their fares.
It's survival of the featest!
Well,
if you can't afford a cab then there's no reason to complain.
Gaaaahhhnnnn!
The Devil Wears Drama
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 8
April 11, 2008
Currently playing: "Drama" by L7
5 o'clock in the morning and I was already sleepy.
I needed a coffee to keep me up from working.
I have to make sure that once I'll go home I'll sleep right away since the Urbin Legend requested me to work on his behalf for tonight's mission 6:00 PM CST.
So I need to be on a sleeping mode by 9:00 AM to 5:00 PM (UST)today.
Good luck to me.
That's if I'll be able to sleep well on a humid season.
Whew!
April 11, 2008
Currently playing: "Drama" by L7
5 o'clock in the morning and I was already sleepy.
I needed a coffee to keep me up from working.
I have to make sure that once I'll go home I'll sleep right away since the Urbin Legend requested me to work on his behalf for tonight's mission 6:00 PM CST.
So I need to be on a sleeping mode by 9:00 AM to 5:00 PM (UST)today.
Good luck to me.
That's if I'll be able to sleep well on a humid season.
Whew!
Personal Choo-choos
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 7
April 11, 2008
Currently playing (Kiambull singing beside me): "The Prayer" by Celine Dion
Things that I am thankful with right now.
I'm working and I can still manage to meet up all my dues with the pay that I'm getting.
Although I get affected by the compensation issues from time to time,
but still I value the job that I have right now and thankful enough with what I'm currently earning.
I'm ultimately loveless at this time but I still dream of some significant others every now and then.
I can get laid anytime if I want to so the relationship status is not a big deal.
My family's always there,
though it's still the same old one-big-happy-broken-family,
but still,
I have a family so I am not really lost.
I might be spiritually challenged but my spirit's high and I'm still dependent with my faith in God.
And oh,
there's The Ervin Legend!
April 11, 2008
Currently playing (Kiambull singing beside me): "The Prayer" by Celine Dion
Things that I am thankful with right now.
I'm working and I can still manage to meet up all my dues with the pay that I'm getting.
Although I get affected by the compensation issues from time to time,
but still I value the job that I have right now and thankful enough with what I'm currently earning.
I'm ultimately loveless at this time but I still dream of some significant others every now and then.
I can get laid anytime if I want to so the relationship status is not a big deal.
My family's always there,
though it's still the same old one-big-happy-broken-family,
but still,
I have a family so I am not really lost.
I might be spiritually challenged but my spirit's high and I'm still dependent with my faith in God.
And oh,
there's The Ervin Legend!
Happiness Check
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 7
April 11, 2008
Currently playing: "Movin' On Up" by Crystal Waters
87% happy as of the moment.
I just don't know how I came up with the calculation.
It's how I'm feeling right now.
My friend "C" would always remind me to base all the feelings by percentage in order to identify your current emotional state.
I don't exactly know how he came up with this formula but I think it's really helpful.
Coming up with a perception of 87% happiness doesn't mean that I'm 13% sad or emotionally unstable.
The thing is,
I just know how to be happy.
April 11, 2008
Currently playing: "Movin' On Up" by Crystal Waters
87% happy as of the moment.
I just don't know how I came up with the calculation.
It's how I'm feeling right now.
My friend "C" would always remind me to base all the feelings by percentage in order to identify your current emotional state.
I don't exactly know how he came up with this formula but I think it's really helpful.
Coming up with a perception of 87% happiness doesn't mean that I'm 13% sad or emotionally unstable.
The thing is,
I just know how to be happy.
What's Inside My Cerebrum Right Now
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 6
April 09, 2008
Currently playing: "Inside Out" by Eve 6
Sex.
And it consistently stays in my mind on my entire existence in this world.
Pervert?
Nah!
I'm not a sexual person,
I've been claiming this eversince.
Well,
what's really on my mind now,
aside from the blank spaces which mostly consist the major parts of my brain most of the time,
is what?
Health.
Jacky accompanied me when I took my lunch,
his a bit pissed-off with his live-in partner,
Radley.
He's complaining about Rad's being too possesive and the constant questioning has become too irritating for him to handle.
He sweared to move out and leave Rad once he's done with his loan payments.
Can't advise anything but to agree with his plans,
I would be doing the same thing if I'm in his place.
But Jack worries about Rad's emotional state.
I said,
worry about your health.
Well,
the relationship's not healthy anymore
-it's what's on my mind.
Ervin.
He's 7 meters away from where I'm seated.
He would pass behind my station from time to time,
and I can feel the heaviness of the thing between his thighs when he walks the aisle.
Ugh!
My cerebrum's dirty,
it goes back to the top thing that comes in my mind
-sex.
Resignation.
Amazingly,
the workforce system has been updated noting the correct entries of my logs with resolved case attached.
I was thinking of filing for resignation 24 hours ago but now I changed my mind.
Oh...
I'm clueless right now.
A Japanese lover.
Certainly not Ichi this time!
Gaaannn...
okay,
so he just crossed my mind.
I'm hoping to bag a rich middle-aged Japanese man with looks closer to Benicio del Toro.
How?
I have no idea.
I have been watching Japanese drama series and movies lately.
I'm refreshing my Japanese language skills.
I'm realizing my Japanese dreams again.
It seems like I'm more interested with the language,
the country and the men in Japan only right now.
It's like hating all of these being stuffed to me for four years and then...
there's the blank space.
April 09, 2008
Currently playing: "Inside Out" by Eve 6
Sex.
And it consistently stays in my mind on my entire existence in this world.
Pervert?
Nah!
I'm not a sexual person,
I've been claiming this eversince.
Well,
what's really on my mind now,
aside from the blank spaces which mostly consist the major parts of my brain most of the time,
is what?
Health.
Jacky accompanied me when I took my lunch,
his a bit pissed-off with his live-in partner,
Radley.
He's complaining about Rad's being too possesive and the constant questioning has become too irritating for him to handle.
He sweared to move out and leave Rad once he's done with his loan payments.
Can't advise anything but to agree with his plans,
I would be doing the same thing if I'm in his place.
But Jack worries about Rad's emotional state.
I said,
worry about your health.
Well,
the relationship's not healthy anymore
-it's what's on my mind.
Ervin.
He's 7 meters away from where I'm seated.
He would pass behind my station from time to time,
and I can feel the heaviness of the thing between his thighs when he walks the aisle.
Ugh!
My cerebrum's dirty,
it goes back to the top thing that comes in my mind
-sex.
Resignation.
Amazingly,
the workforce system has been updated noting the correct entries of my logs with resolved case attached.
I was thinking of filing for resignation 24 hours ago but now I changed my mind.
Oh...
I'm clueless right now.
A Japanese lover.
Certainly not Ichi this time!
Gaaannn...
okay,
so he just crossed my mind.
I'm hoping to bag a rich middle-aged Japanese man with looks closer to Benicio del Toro.
How?
I have no idea.
I have been watching Japanese drama series and movies lately.
I'm refreshing my Japanese language skills.
I'm realizing my Japanese dreams again.
It seems like I'm more interested with the language,
the country and the men in Japan only right now.
It's like hating all of these being stuffed to me for four years and then...
there's the blank space.
Gay on the Menu
Currently playing: "All Apologies" by Nirvana
You go out to look for a perfect prey but you end up getting a doze of your own medicine.
Poisoned by your own blood.
Sexes classified into two,
male and female.
Male specie divided as heterosexual and homosexual.
Homosexuals are labeled as straight-actings,
bisexuals,
effems and a whole lot of others.
Menued?
You go out seeing two good-looking males together and you suspect them as a couple.
You go to the office and see a newbie and you suspect him gay.
You eat out and see a good-looking man on the other table with his family and you suspect him hiding in the closet.
You look at yourself in the mirror,
and you see yourself,
gay.
You no longer trust who's straight or who's not.
You no longer trust your instinct.
You no longer know what is gay,
who is gay.
Everybody's gay.
Who's not?
You go out to look for a perfect prey but you end up getting a doze of your own medicine.
Poisoned by your own blood.
Sexes classified into two,
male and female.
Male specie divided as heterosexual and homosexual.
Homosexuals are labeled as straight-actings,
bisexuals,
effems and a whole lot of others.
Menued?
You go out seeing two good-looking males together and you suspect them as a couple.
You go to the office and see a newbie and you suspect him gay.
You eat out and see a good-looking man on the other table with his family and you suspect him hiding in the closet.
You look at yourself in the mirror,
and you see yourself,
gay.
You no longer trust who's straight or who's not.
You no longer trust your instinct.
You no longer know what is gay,
who is gay.
Everybody's gay.
Who's not?
On Mortality 2
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 5
April 09, 2008
Currently playing: "Prayer" by Lizzie West
The neighbor's dog has been howling for weeks now and it's giving me the creeps.
R's dad just passed away and then my sis informed me thru SMS that our neighbor,
a close friend of the family,
passed away.
April 09, 2008
Currently playing: "Prayer" by Lizzie West
The neighbor's dog has been howling for weeks now and it's giving me the creeps.
R's dad just passed away and then my sis informed me thru SMS that our neighbor,
a close friend of the family,
passed away.
On Mortality
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 4
April 07, 2008
Currently playing: "Out of Order" by Duncan Sheik
I went out last Saturday night with a former officemate Irina who's with her fiance and another former teamate,
Jacky.
We've met at the 22nd street and proceeded to Casanova where we danced til 3am.
It was my first night out after spending all my time offs and weekends at the beach for the summer opening.
After Irina's group left,
Jacky and I met up with the Queen of the Grenadine Bols and Sigmund for an early breakfast and went to surf for an hour.
I decided to went home ahead of them with Jacky since I'm meeting Princes by 9:30 am for Isa's birthday.
I woke up at 9:30 am and was very late meeting up Princes in McDonald's for breakfast.
Princes already took her breakfast when I arrived,
it was supposed to be my treat since I was late but Princes refused to take the bet.
We bought a birthday cake for Isa at the Red Ribbon.
Isa's family just moved into a new apartment and there we met another classmate,
Jonathan.
Isa's mom,
Tita Cie prepared a sumptous food for us.
Tita Cie's a great cook,
her meals and sense of humor remains irresistable over the years.
I remembered eating nonstop at their house during parties in Davao.
And that day we're like kids on a death row,
fed with delicious meals nonstop.
Her menu includes seven layer salad,
pickled raw blue marlins,
grilled tuna belly,
steamed crab,
breaded drumstick,
baked fettuccinne,
marinara pizza (by Ayn),
chinese meat pie and fresh fruits with cream.
It was a fine day at the Añiga's residence.
Isa,
a sweet and charming host as always made us feel at home as usual with her adorable daughter Chelsea.
Isa's birthday is one of the occassion that I would always look forward to every year ever since we became classmates in College.
And that's how the MKD Emperors Annual House Party begun.
April 07, 2008
Currently playing: "Out of Order" by Duncan Sheik
I went out last Saturday night with a former officemate Irina who's with her fiance and another former teamate,
Jacky.
We've met at the 22nd street and proceeded to Casanova where we danced til 3am.
It was my first night out after spending all my time offs and weekends at the beach for the summer opening.
After Irina's group left,
Jacky and I met up with the Queen of the Grenadine Bols and Sigmund for an early breakfast and went to surf for an hour.
I decided to went home ahead of them with Jacky since I'm meeting Princes by 9:30 am for Isa's birthday.
I woke up at 9:30 am and was very late meeting up Princes in McDonald's for breakfast.
Princes already took her breakfast when I arrived,
it was supposed to be my treat since I was late but Princes refused to take the bet.
We bought a birthday cake for Isa at the Red Ribbon.
Isa's family just moved into a new apartment and there we met another classmate,
Jonathan.
Isa's mom,
Tita Cie prepared a sumptous food for us.
Tita Cie's a great cook,
her meals and sense of humor remains irresistable over the years.
I remembered eating nonstop at their house during parties in Davao.
And that day we're like kids on a death row,
fed with delicious meals nonstop.
Her menu includes seven layer salad,
pickled raw blue marlins,
grilled tuna belly,
steamed crab,
breaded drumstick,
baked fettuccinne,
marinara pizza (by Ayn),
chinese meat pie and fresh fruits with cream.
It was a fine day at the Añiga's residence.
Isa,
a sweet and charming host as always made us feel at home as usual with her adorable daughter Chelsea.
Isa's birthday is one of the occassion that I would always look forward to every year ever since we became classmates in College.
And that's how the MKD Emperors Annual House Party begun.
Review: Daybreak
Currently playing: "Only Happy When It Rains" by Garbage
I watched Daybreak with great expectations but I ended up leaving the theatre with a brush of disappointment. Watching the film makes me feel like I'm the third person in the story.
It's like back in time when I'm with my friends "P" and "C",
but this time my opinion is not being asked and I was only required to sit down,
to shut-up and sigh.
You don't have to relate with the characters,
you'll just have to watch them on the entire duration of the film,
listen to their dillemmas,
empathize,
and leave them live their lives as it is.
It was plainly written by Charliebebs Gohetia,
most likely written out from a married bisexual's diary,
or a gay boatman's story turned into a screenplay.
Director Adolfo B. Alix, Jr. tried to make it cinematic,
tried to send a message to the audience that it's a digital indie film and not a true-to-life story,
or a reality tv show,
or a documentary.
He tried to convey the message but it just turned out very dragging.
You'll be invited to take the backseat when Paolo Rivero picks-up Coco Martin in Tagaytay.
Then,
you're the quiete guest inside the Tagaytay resthouse watching these two men talk,
cook,
fuck,
eat,
slow dance,
argue,
kiss,
fuck and leave.
You'll end up watching with a feeling that you don't exist.
I watched Daybreak with great expectations but I ended up leaving the theatre with a brush of disappointment. Watching the film makes me feel like I'm the third person in the story.
It's like back in time when I'm with my friends "P" and "C",
but this time my opinion is not being asked and I was only required to sit down,
to shut-up and sigh.
You don't have to relate with the characters,
you'll just have to watch them on the entire duration of the film,
listen to their dillemmas,
empathize,
and leave them live their lives as it is.
It was plainly written by Charliebebs Gohetia,
most likely written out from a married bisexual's diary,
or a gay boatman's story turned into a screenplay.
Director Adolfo B. Alix, Jr. tried to make it cinematic,
tried to send a message to the audience that it's a digital indie film and not a true-to-life story,
or a reality tv show,
or a documentary.
He tried to convey the message but it just turned out very dragging.
You'll be invited to take the backseat when Paolo Rivero picks-up Coco Martin in Tagaytay.
Then,
you're the quiete guest inside the Tagaytay resthouse watching these two men talk,
cook,
fuck,
eat,
slow dance,
argue,
kiss,
fuck and leave.
You'll end up watching with a feeling that you don't exist.
Topash!
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 3
April 04, 2008
Currently playing: "No Need To Argue" by The Cranberries
Woke up at 10:10 pm and was 30 minutes late again for work.
It's my 4th time being late since March 12 and I'm expecting a warning from my handler.
Phew!
"Better late than never",
should be written on top of my signature.
I actually have choices;
I can still go on leave but I won't be getting any pay or I can go to work with deduction for late and a warning. I decided to work because I think I made a wise choice,
I'll be getting a pay and I'll be able to help the company and promote world peace.
Tuvmah!
April 04, 2008
Currently playing: "No Need To Argue" by The Cranberries
Woke up at 10:10 pm and was 30 minutes late again for work.
It's my 4th time being late since March 12 and I'm expecting a warning from my handler.
Phew!
"Better late than never",
should be written on top of my signature.
I actually have choices;
I can still go on leave but I won't be getting any pay or I can go to work with deduction for late and a warning. I decided to work because I think I made a wise choice,
I'll be getting a pay and I'll be able to help the company and promote world peace.
Tuvmah!
Tuvmah!
Lipstick Writings on the Wall 2
April 03, 2008
Currently playing: "Landslide" by The Smashing Pumpkins
"K" was on a work-crisis cycle so "R",
"A" and I decided to have an emergency PETEBrunch together.
After a hearty meal,
we consoled "K" letting her decide from her heart,
and swears to perk-up tonight.
"A" and I decided to go surfing and signed-up for FaceBook.
We went home past 12 noon.
After I took a shower,
I lazed up watching the 6th episode of Hotaru No Hikari series where Amemiya and Teshima just declared their love for each other while Takano Seichi already signed the divorce papers.
I placed a glass of milk beside my bed and was only able to drink it when I woke up past 9 pm watching American
Idol.
Ramielle Malubay was finally voted out.
She has never learned from her previous mistakes.
I think it's the only best thing for her.
Good for me,
no more reasons for me to watch AI anymore.
Too nationalistic?
Tuvmah!
I missed dinner.
I drunk 2 cups of coffee,
ate instant chinese noodle soup on my first break and devoured 2 cups of plain rice,
scrambled egg,
dried beef loins and 2 strips of bacon in Malaysian Restaurant.
There was a new cashier in the restaurant who seemed not to recognize me that I stood in her front before the other 3 customers.
We were only given 30 minute breaks for months now and I almost frak out at the counter when she intended to take the 4th customer's order.
I yelled "advance order" and then she finally realized that I was there.
I tried to calm down,
and I did.
Sleepy "A" accompanied me on this lunch burying his face to sleep on the table.
I felt sleepy on the 5th hour of my shift,
I did not bother to get another cup of coffee due to symptoms of hyper-acidity starts showing up for the past 3 days.
I'm having spasms just thinking of taking more dose of caffiene.
Psychological drinker?
Tuvmah!
I saw Ervin on my last cancer break.
He's wearing his white and his appearance to me was a bad angel.
Hit me!
When?
Tuvmah!
April 03, 2008
Currently playing: "Landslide" by The Smashing Pumpkins
"K" was on a work-crisis cycle so "R",
"A" and I decided to have an emergency PETEBrunch together.
After a hearty meal,
we consoled "K" letting her decide from her heart,
and swears to perk-up tonight.
"A" and I decided to go surfing and signed-up for FaceBook.
We went home past 12 noon.
After I took a shower,
I lazed up watching the 6th episode of Hotaru No Hikari series where Amemiya and Teshima just declared their love for each other while Takano Seichi already signed the divorce papers.
I placed a glass of milk beside my bed and was only able to drink it when I woke up past 9 pm watching American
Idol.
Ramielle Malubay was finally voted out.
She has never learned from her previous mistakes.
I think it's the only best thing for her.
Good for me,
no more reasons for me to watch AI anymore.
Too nationalistic?
Tuvmah!
I missed dinner.
I drunk 2 cups of coffee,
ate instant chinese noodle soup on my first break and devoured 2 cups of plain rice,
scrambled egg,
dried beef loins and 2 strips of bacon in Malaysian Restaurant.
There was a new cashier in the restaurant who seemed not to recognize me that I stood in her front before the other 3 customers.
We were only given 30 minute breaks for months now and I almost frak out at the counter when she intended to take the 4th customer's order.
I yelled "advance order" and then she finally realized that I was there.
I tried to calm down,
and I did.
Sleepy "A" accompanied me on this lunch burying his face to sleep on the table.
I felt sleepy on the 5th hour of my shift,
I did not bother to get another cup of coffee due to symptoms of hyper-acidity starts showing up for the past 3 days.
I'm having spasms just thinking of taking more dose of caffiene.
Psychological drinker?
Tuvmah!
I saw Ervin on my last cancer break.
He's wearing his white and his appearance to me was a bad angel.
Hit me!
When?
Tuvmah!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Ultimate Prima Donna's Best Time Off 2
Currently playing: "Hush" by Kula Shaker
Call time's at six but I got into the meeting place at 6:57 pm.
It's the ACEs' month-end victory party.
Honestly,
our rating was just a "so-so" but everybody works hard and there's only one way to justify our performance,
we deserve some good time.
Chuck, Lan, Mel and Rence greeted my latency with a smile.
They almost proclaimed me as the ultimate prima donna if not for Bingle who arrived last.
We then headed to Tina's place where dinner's already set on the table.
It was a sumptous dinner that I eventually forgot I'm on a diet.
After filling up our stomachs,
four bottles of 750 ml Tenno Brandy was served
and the night's highlight
-karaoke!
Our repertoire for the night were music from the 80s and the 90s.
And everybody went into commotion doing the Erasure's "Always" dance stepping.
Hmmm...
Undeniably,
UMD made an unforgettable dance steps.
Nine thirsty yuppies.
Four bottles of brandy.
Almost a hundred songs sung.
Three hours of a good time.
Endless conversations.
Funny talks.
Makes the diva puked for the first time after two years of being "always-drunk-but-always-sober".
Call time's at six but I got into the meeting place at 6:57 pm.
It's the ACEs' month-end victory party.
Honestly,
our rating was just a "so-so" but everybody works hard and there's only one way to justify our performance,
we deserve some good time.
Chuck, Lan, Mel and Rence greeted my latency with a smile.
They almost proclaimed me as the ultimate prima donna if not for Bingle who arrived last.
We then headed to Tina's place where dinner's already set on the table.
It was a sumptous dinner that I eventually forgot I'm on a diet.
After filling up our stomachs,
four bottles of 750 ml Tenno Brandy was served
and the night's highlight
-karaoke!
Our repertoire for the night were music from the 80s and the 90s.
And everybody went into commotion doing the Erasure's "Always" dance stepping.
Hmmm...
Undeniably,
UMD made an unforgettable dance steps.
Nine thirsty yuppies.
Four bottles of brandy.
Almost a hundred songs sung.
Three hours of a good time.
Endless conversations.
Funny talks.
Makes the diva puked for the first time after two years of being "always-drunk-but-always-sober".
Ultimate Prima Donna's Best Time Off
Currently playing: "All Dressed in Love" by Jennifer Hudson
I was supposed to meet Luther after lunch to catch the 13:45 screening of Sex and the City
but I got up five minutes before our meeting time.
I arrived at the hotel lobby at 13:40 with unfixed hair.
So we decided to wait for the 16:20 run.
We spent an hour in one of my favorite Cebu resto,
Chikaan.
We feasted on their crab relleno, chicken hamonada and baked mussels.
Luther had a not-so-impressive halo-halo and I had a not-so-fresh buko juice.
But we had a great lunch in over-all rating plus the great talks.
Luth's still the same sweet and soft blabber.
We killed some time at the Powerbooks and then headed to the theater.
It was a two hour "we can very much relate" movie.
I'll talk about the film on the next entries.
We went out from the moviehouse past six.
I dropped by at Luther's hotel to pick up his present for me
-Yes! Magazine's 100 Most Beautiful People.
My heart leaps when I saw my alter-ego on the list.
I was supposed to meet Luther after lunch to catch the 13:45 screening of Sex and the City
but I got up five minutes before our meeting time.
I arrived at the hotel lobby at 13:40 with unfixed hair.
So we decided to wait for the 16:20 run.
We spent an hour in one of my favorite Cebu resto,
Chikaan.
We feasted on their crab relleno, chicken hamonada and baked mussels.
Luther had a not-so-impressive halo-halo and I had a not-so-fresh buko juice.
But we had a great lunch in over-all rating plus the great talks.
Luth's still the same sweet and soft blabber.
We killed some time at the Powerbooks and then headed to the theater.
It was a two hour "we can very much relate" movie.
I'll talk about the film on the next entries.
We went out from the moviehouse past six.
I dropped by at Luther's hotel to pick up his present for me
-Yes! Magazine's 100 Most Beautiful People.
My heart leaps when I saw my alter-ego on the list.
Coined
Currently playing: "Hey Big Spender" by Peggy Lee
Monday.
The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz raided my flat past six in the morning.
We had breakfast and she questioned my appetite.
I've been on a diet for the past four weeks shedding 19 lbs.
It's not a healthy diet so I will not go into details.
But one thing's for sure,
it's a drug-free diet.
We then headed to our bank.
Luckily,
my financial status is recovering
-for now.
Thanks to The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz,
who served as my bestfriend-accountant.
Although I got busted when she found out my other account in China.
She did not nag about it,
but she seemed deceived when she asked.
I told her it was shaken by the earthquake.
But she's happy to see that I can now breath through my nose.
She then dropped me home after our transaction and I went back to sleep.
Monday.
The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz raided my flat past six in the morning.
We had breakfast and she questioned my appetite.
I've been on a diet for the past four weeks shedding 19 lbs.
It's not a healthy diet so I will not go into details.
But one thing's for sure,
it's a drug-free diet.
We then headed to our bank.
Luckily,
my financial status is recovering
-for now.
Thanks to The Queen of the Grenadine Bolz,
who served as my bestfriend-accountant.
Although I got busted when she found out my other account in China.
She did not nag about it,
but she seemed deceived when she asked.
I told her it was shaken by the earthquake.
But she's happy to see that I can now breath through my nose.
She then dropped me home after our transaction and I went back to sleep.
Rated N/I
Currently playing: "Sick and Tired" by Anastacia
My performance for the past month
-sucked!
Well,
that's because I've been good.
Ah no.
I was just careful.
Or maybe,
I've been too cautious not to mess up.
Better safe than...
being depressed.
Gaaahhhhnnn!
Enough about work.
It's just the stats that I'll somehow recover.
On the brighter side,
I had a wonderful time off this week,
and it was spent mostly out of the bed.
My performance for the past month
-sucked!
Well,
that's because I've been good.
Ah no.
I was just careful.
Or maybe,
I've been too cautious not to mess up.
Better safe than...
being depressed.
Gaaahhhhnnn!
Enough about work.
It's just the stats that I'll somehow recover.
On the brighter side,
I had a wonderful time off this week,
and it was spent mostly out of the bed.
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